The Day I Say Goodbye to Schools,

Hello,

I have so many backdated entries that I think I could use more than one year to finish updating them! NTS: to post entries about 1) Graduation (which is not) 2) Graduation trips to 3 different countries with different groups of people 3) How we spent our days before Baby flew off 4) Baby's farewell to Beijing

My graduation was on the 25th August 2016. This also marks my last graduation in my life. No more exams, no more studying, and no more schooling as well... Just, the start of job hunting and stress over finance.

The stress on job hunting is so overwhelming that my eczema has acted up. Not sure if it's also the reason that my emotions are unstable recently or what... Anyway,

GRADUATION

Don't mind my messy room. This is the test shot that Baby took because we are still new to our camera.

Woke up at 10am to prepare for my convocation. I've wanted to buy a dress for my graduation but I thought, why waste that money for that few hours? I have a proper bodycon dress to wear on that day, so why not? Hahah! And there, I wore this dress that I bought for CNY this year.

I'm a fresh grad! Please hire me!

No photos of me in the hall because I walked too fast and it didn't focus on me. HAHAH!! The ceremony started at 3PM sharp and ended at around 410PM. It was a fast one. The chancellor gave his speech after their walk-in at 3PM and another lady (I totally forgot her position) as well.

Anyway, I paid full attn to their speeches bcos after the speech, Baby was telling me what he heard and I said "I REMEMBER! SO APT PLS!!" The lady said smth along this line "When you're finding a job, do not focus on the starting pay. Instead, focus on the experience that you will gain because you will be earning more in future after gaining the experience that you need". Yep, that's what I need too because I've been focusing way too much on the starting pay when I was job hunting!

First off, thankful for family & friends who were present that day to witness this significant milestone of mine! Of course, I wouldn't have done it without parent's support for paying the super expensive school fees for me. It's like one semester for 6k++! Just how much do we, the people from average family background, have to work to earn 6k+?! Then 6k+ multiply by 4 semesters... Thankfully, I graduated from Polytechnic, hence I was exempted a year of studies. So, it's like 13k off the shoulder from the very beginning!!

Also, the daily whines and grumbles when I was chiong-ing for my assignments and studying for exams. The no-day-and-night period was rlly hectic. All I wanted was just to sleep them off because I had no motivation to study during exam period. We would normally have 1-2 weeks of study break and I would stay at home for that whole 2 weeks. Yes, staying home means not going out at all for meals. All I had was to wait for my family members to come home with my meals, chiong for dinner within 10mins, bathe and that's it, BACK TO MY ROOM! I was literally living in a cave during exam period. As said by my family, "exam period is here agn... Eileen is gna be a caveman again!" hahahah! #Truestory! I'm glad that all these have came to an end because I no longer have to neglect them for my exams or assignments. My mum used to say that I was always very quiet and would shut them off when I was stressed over schoolwork. Hahahah! :/

Also, on the day of my graduation, my family waited patiently for me to finish taking photos with all of my friends before going to them. Rlly appreciated it because my friends would not be staying in school till late. Whereas we could take photos after them, and stay till whatever time we want. And yes, we stayed till about 7PM before leaving the school compound. The best thing was, we caught Rhyhorn (or was it rhydon) at the old bus-stop!

Ohana means family

Secondly, a big hug for my boyfriend who has always been there for me. No doubt there's arguments between us but he's always placing me before anything. He was supposed to fly on the day of my graduation day but he postponed it to a later date just so that he could witness this milestone of mine even though that meant that he would have lesser time to settle down in Beijing. Just so thankful for having you in my life for almost a decade! More to come, baby! :)

Also, times when you had to lend me your ears and listen to my rants and all. Telling me what I should do though sometimes I didn't heed bcos all I wanted was just a "listening ear". Hahah! Still, very happy.

Thirdly, my uni-mates who never left me despite the down times. These are the people who got stuck w me for two full years. If not for them, I think I would have flunked quite a few modules because assignments were always either Distinction or high Credit!! School aside, they are also my entertainments most of the time as well as my GPS! I remember that it was one morning in Year 2.1 when we had Comm Law lecture at 830am. I reached school at about 823am but because I had problem trying to locate my lecture hall, and I ended up reaching late T_T It was rlly that bad, I had to call Dumb for help because I rlly got lost in that area. And guess what! I walked past the LT a few times. I saw the signboard stating that LT (room number) is in that particular direction but damn, I COULDN'T FIND IT AT ALL! Yalah, I get lost very easily lah. No sense of directions too! Hahahah!

Also, there's a module in the last semester that required us to group with people whom we did not know at all. The group was formed by the head of the course. That sucks, we thought! We were all alrdy so comfortable with our own friends, then all of a sudden, we had to break the group and bond with people who are of different personalities.

My SM group was the only all-girls group in the class. So, you can imagine how bad it was!! The bitchiness when one didn't do her work. Initially, I thought that the group wasn't cooperative. Thankfully, we still managed to to score a Distinction for our assignment 1! Then it was assignment 2 that led us to more disagreements because apparently, there were not one but two free-riders in the group. The lecturer even asked us about it and told us to go for peer evaluation/mark down if that's the case! Whatever it is, I'm glad that the 4 out of 6 of us worked together and stayed in school till 11PM on the day of submission to chiong everything.

Most of the group knew their PowerPoint score but we didn't. That's a sad thing seriously because we couldn't rlly estimate how much we got for our second assignment. But no matter what, still glad that we didn't give up at all despite ranting so much during the assignments! Rebecca (left) was also on the Distinction list. So happy for her!

+ Yvonne who wasn't there

Lastly, my friends who came down specially for this!! Friends for more than a decade, and I rlly treasure these friends so much! I mean, people whom I'm still in contact with as well. Because as I grow older, I realised (and know) that the quantity of friends can never beat the quality! People come and go. We just have to know who are the ones that are more worthy!

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That was one of the days that I was so truly happy and proud of myself because I did not expect myself to enter a university at all. Even though it's an overseas degree, I thought "hey, at least I made it to university and I FREAKING COMPLETED IT!!". So what's there not to celebrate!

I'm not a studious girl to begin with. I have nvr made my parents proud at all. Topping the class for Chinese was a norm for almost everyone in P1 and P2. Then it was P4 Streaming where we would stream to EM1, EM2 or EM3. My bro, who got streamed into EM1, inspired me to do the same too. However, I wasn't that lucky lah... I got streamed into EM2, first class of EM2 though! Hahah!

My dad promised to buy me a discman (way before MP3) if I got into EM1. But he said "First class of EM2 is good enough too". So yep, I earned my first discman through this way. Then it was PSLE when I scored a mere 199. I couldn't even reach 201. There isn't 200 for your info and I've no idea why!! I rmbred walking in and out of the hall and burst into tears after leaving the hall and walking towards my parents. I've no idea why I did that when I wasn't even feeling sad right after taking my result slip. But I guessed that I woke up after knwing that I was one of the lower scorer in my class. Most of my friends got 210-230. It's like, Heaven and Earth yknw!

My parents took me on recce and we shortlisted a few secondary schools. There were PHS, KCPSS, YSS, AISS, and the list goes on. But I chose Anderson Secondary School because I liked their uniforms for both genders. That was also the school when I had my rebellious moments throughout Secondary 1 - 5. My parents couldn't handle me when I was in Sec 1. That was rlly my most rebellious period. I attribute it to the friends I made, rlly! I stopped hanging out with them when I was in Sec 2 and things started changing positively and I was finally single again. HAHAH! Yknw the puppy love which I wouldn't say "Hey, I was in love back in Sec 1". Seriously, that's bull!

I started hanging out with good people, the guaiguai and studious ones, but errr. Sadly, the studious traits in my had never increased any bit at all. All the way till O Levels and this time, I cried immediately after getting my result slip knwing that I scored 24. Like, hey... FML! I knew at that point of time, I WAS SO SCREWED!!!!

Took 3 subjs as a private candidate the following year because I rlly wanted to enter Polytechnic and not private diploma! I have friends who took private diploma and completed their course within 15months which I thought that it was rlly rush. We took 3 years to complete our dip whereas they used only 15 months. Also, polytechnic allows students to take up internships unlike private ones. So yep! I studied rlly hard for my 3 subjs but as expected, English failed me. HAHAH! Retook it during my Year 1 in TP and finally got a better grade, a grade that I had not expected at all!

Times in TP weren't as smooth. I struggled my way through Year 1 because everything is damn dry and errr, Physics. I hate Physics and disliked Math. So imagine my pain when we had to take these modules during our first 2 years. I almost had to go for supp papers, yo! Hahahah! Luckily, the curve bells rlly helped me! Year 3 was a breeze because I understood more of the things that were taught!

Then it was UNIVERSITY. How did I come about to choosing Business Management as the course that I wanted?

My Bro's girlf entered SIM-RMIT one semester earlier than me. She took Mgmt, while Bro was taking Marketing as his major. I have never liked analysing things but I'm more of theory-person. Knowing that Mgmt requires more of memory work, of course I chose this course. And plus, I would rlly like to work in HR dept despite many people telling me that it's a very boring job. I haven't tried any HR job now but will be working in a company real soon. I hope my mind will stay firm even after the contract ends!

With that, I shall end here abruptly with this...

Success in life comes when you simply refuse to give up, with goals so strong that obstacles, failure, and loss only act as motivation. 

YAAAAS, shall live with this quote (I hope!). G'bye!  

Twenty-two Years of Education,

Hello, future Eileen!

Five years down the road, you may be reading back to this post because you miss your school life so much while trying hard to cope with your stressful work. No worries, this blog is for you to walk down the memory lane when you feel tired of your working life. Be thankful that you graduated with a Bachelor certificate, despite the number of obstacles you've met along the way, when you did not have any intention of pursuing degree back in Polytechnic. This post will be a long yet sweet memory of your education life.

Today, 26th May 2016, is the day when my last academic result is out. I've never thought that. It's been a long 22 years of education since nursery! I've been through nursery, kindergarten, primary school, secondary school, polytechnic and now university. You can read my a bit of my journey here in Secondary school (or even times before this because this post has only photos of prom night), Temasek Poly (1) and Temasek Poly (2)!

I wasn't a bright student to start with. Everything I did was because of rewards. I fared pretty well back in Primary 4. Dad promised me a discman if I were to get into EM1. But no, I was streamed into the first class of EM2 instead. Despite that, Dad still bought me a Discman because it's the "first class" of EM2. LOL! Things started getting tougher as time flew. I couldn't catch what the teacher was teaching, especially Science and Math. My cousin even took time to travel from her workplace to my previous place (Sengkang) to teach me Math and back to her place at Pasir Ris. I scored well for that period of time but because we shifted to Yishun, I no longer had this advantage of playing "Math" game during my tuition sessions. I rmbr there was once when my cousins took time to design a game that's similar to Monopoly. The only difference was, they hand drew it in Pokemon theme with different Pokemon! I love Pokemon that time and yes, because of this, I rlly loved Math! But it was only for a moment! I did not do well for my PSLE. It was lower than what I expected. I thought I wasn't affected until I stepped out of the hall the second time. The reality hit me hard.

I entered the Normal (A) of Anderson Secondary. I love their pinafore and therefore, this school. This was my first choice after going rounds in Dad's cab to see which school is nicer and such. My parents rlly took the effort to tell me "this school would be good because ...". Despite being in a good school, I got influenced in a bad way back in Secondary 1. I did not like the systems nor the teachers. All I wanted to do was to play. I think I rlly disappointed my parents that time. The only things I did not do were smoking, fighting, and skipping school. I skipped supplementary lessons though. I picked up a lot of vulgarities and I got slapped a few times because I uttered it in front of Mum when she was scolding me. Yes, rude! And I hate the past me TBH.

Started to change for the better in Secondary three when I got together with the guai-er group of people. Hahah! Not saying my babes aren't! They are too smart for me. K, I kid!! It's just that it's easier to hang out with people in your class as the timetables and all are the same. N Levels results were pretty good but not my O's. Though there were subjects that I did well in, there were also subjects that I did poorly in. I decided that I should retake 3 subjects for my O's instead of going to a course that I didn't want in Poly/going to ITE. I studied harder this time because I felt that it's rlly a waste of money to repeat subjects and going through the same thing again! So yep, with that, from a 20+ score for first O's, I improved quite a lot. Despite that, my English result was still the same. Of cus, I didn't give up. But, I told myself that if I were to get the same result agn for the third time, I would just heck it alrdy.

I proceeded to Temasek Polytechnic, again, with not the course that I wanted. I did very badly for my first two semesters because it's mostly about Physics and erm, A-Math? I did not learn Amaths back in Secondary school so I thought it was frigging difficult. Anyway, that was also when B came back to my life. He taught me Amaths (till he frigging wanted to puke). Anyway, that's not the point. I graduated from TP in 2014 and thankfully, I did not have to retake any modules. Yes, needless to say, I applied for Business Management in SIM-RMIT. It was a short 2 years of studies but the stress level was high enough for me to think about dropping out at a point of time. Whenever my results were out, I could see how happy Mum was.

It took me 22 years to complete my education. I was and am still slower than others. I take a longer route. I take a longer time to understand things. But, I'm thankful for the people around me especially my parents who did not give up on me once. Not when I had to retake my O's. Not when I complained to them about my assignments and such too! Oh, how can I forget about this!! Throughout my 22 years of education, Dad will send me to school no matter how early or late it is! I love my family!

I saw this image that Bro shared on FB ystd... Thought I'd share it here too!

“Just because you took longer than others, doesn't mean you failed. Remember that.”

Thanks for giving birth to me in this family on 23 years (2 months more to go)!! We aren't rich but our parents will always try to satisfy us as long as they can do it! :)

Now, I'm looking forward to our family trip that's gna happen in June!! 

Pictures of MANY DAYS (:

Finally ... Many overdue pics.
Warning : pls click to another link or close this window if your not interested in the pics :D TYVM !













The aftermath results,


The joker (Fishball) :D


First day of CNY









LOL ! The eyes


Many more pics w cousin ...

Second day of CNY

(Pics taken using my camera)














(Pics taken using Bro's dslr)





Obviously the first one by Bro (:

Yesterday !!







& lastly .... (KT said they both are retarded LOL !)



DONE ! Many pics right ? HAHA ! Bye !

P/S, I knw I've fat&flabby arms. No need for your reminder (: Thanks.

The Love Which Never Ends.

CNY is coming ! :D Tml is the reunion dinner. If not wrong, it's buffet at Grandma's house. Cool, but I hope not many food will consist of curry/chilli/seafood. LOL ! =/

I'm waiting for Bro to wake up now so we can go out to buy things together. I need a black bag still. LOL ! Shall briefly update my 5days in sch. LOL ! The one thing which I dont have to say in everyday post (ltr, below) is that, I'm having flu everyday. In school & after sch. I can use 4packets of tissue paper in school, man ! -.- Pls dont say it's exaggerating cus it's true. I'm the friendly tissue paper user while others are friendly nokia user. LOL ! Funny.

Monday, cant rmb things which happened in sch. Accompanied Darl to visit the doct, or whatever you called that person as lah. LOL ! The person said be back at 6. So we decided to go see Darl's old house. LOL ! We had a hard time finding okays. Cus that Dumbass forgot which road alrdy. LOL ! Found. It's super big indeed. Precious, dont ever look back lah ! Life still goes on, right ? :D LOL ! I sound so ......... Anyway, went back. Super cool lehhhhh ~ LOL !

Tuesday, had after school lesson (Compre) at AVT. I smuggled snacks in. I'm always addicted to Pola Snacks once I eat one packet. LOL ! Bought 3packets at first. Then break time, I bought another 2packets. LOL ! Ate, & ended up when meeting Darl, I was having sore throat like F. So from that night onwards, I'm having cough everyday ):

Wednesday, Precious didnt go school. Tkcare of yourself pls :D Ms Sharmila told us joke. Funny. LOL ! Went comp lab for Physics. Thanks to those who tagged AUTOMATICALLY. Lol ! Met Precious after school. Had lunch & went library to do hwrk. Ended up I did only 2qns. LOL ! Cus I went to find storybooks to read & play games in his iPhone instead. HAHA !

Thursday, Mr Leow gave us one ferrero rocher each during CME :D Chem @ lab. The experiments are fun. LOL ! Went for Compre workshop agn. Or isit summary this time ? Met Vanessa after that at station & she accompanied me to find Precious cus Idk how to get there. LOL ! Thanks. Crapped all the way there. Then met D, accompanied V home. & we went for our dinner @ Pizza Hut. Baked rice. Wanted to eat Hawaiian Pizza but Nice Darl said I'm alrdy heaty ): NVRMIND ! LOL ! Reached home at abt 9.20 PM ! Late.

Friday, Had 2hrs of POA. Funny. Sylvia & I eventually gave up doing the last qn. & out of boredom, I took Mdm Liau's marker to draw on board. Then Sylvia came next. The way she said us was damn funny pls. I couldnt stop laughing. LOL ! Went recess next, damn hungry. Had noodle. Went Van's class after that. Teens. Then to library. & then to 2nd level of the hall. First time there. HAHA ! Super cool but the floor damn dirty. CNY celebration started. Not very nice thou. Anyway, 5/2 got the 3rd prize for CNY decorations :D Super happy pls. & we screamed/cheered damn loud. Lukily I didnt lose my voice after that cus my voice abit weird alrdy. LOL !

Went Marina Square after school w Precious to catch Love Matters :D My first NC16 movie, w him. His first 光明正大 de NC16 movie. Yknw what I mean, right (D) ? LOL ! Had our lunch before movie as we were damn hungry. LOL ! Applied med after lunch & went for movie :D It's damn funny lah. Funny until there's one particular lady kept on laughing even when it's not funny. Her laughter damn loud pls.

Movie ended. It seems like its duration is 2hrs plus thou it stated 117mins. LOL ! Went to shop arnd & I bought a new watch @ just 15bucks. Cheap pls, & it's nice. It's round one this time. & suits my wrist more :D LOL ! Happy. Then went to shop for belt. Bought a black one & mum said I didnt ask for holes punched. LOL ! That's bcos I didnt knw she wanted at the waist. Then, tried some shades & nerdy specs. Pics taken. Very retarded ones. LOL ! Went YCK station after that. Dad went to fetch me & went to find Mum at Bishan. Dined there. No appetite cus tired but I was being forced to eat abit. LOL ! Home after that.

Going out w Bro ltr. Off to prepare now :D Shall post pics of class decorations someday ltr :D

happy bday to me. hahaha

I'M FIFTEEN YEARS & 1 DAY OLD ! lol.

it's wednesday alrdy. and tml i thursday. then tml the tml will be friday. so, SATURDAY PLEASE COME ASAP. i need my sleep ! LOL !

MONDAY
someone told me smth. YES, chat w me first. cus i still dont knw you girls. haha ! but still, i'm willing la. :D:D you all are pretty & TALL girls ! hahaha ! :D and if i'm still in chinese dance, your will be my zhu nu'er = junior =/ LOL ! this is what i told my parents in the past. as in, junior as zhu nu'er. LMAO !

TUESDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! HAHAHAHA! -.-

received many presents for this birthday too. THANK YOU FRIENDS !

SOKHWEEERJIE , RUTING & ... Evandor ? [SORRY, TILL NOW, I STILL DONT KNW HOW TO SPELL YOU NAME =/] came to my class. haha. thank you ! the present is cute. i didnt open in school but at home :D

then, assembly. received letter from CAIXUANDARLING. haha. very touching too. do what you like but the only thing is, must not regret. (: though sometimes we still look back at those memories. only you knw what i'm talking about ? idk.

after that, received two big plastic bags from SYLVIAAHYI. lol. got my clique, inside got another box from CONSTANCE & CAROLYNLAUGHINGMUSHROOM. couple sotong. LOL ! actually both also girl lehs. just that got split prsonality that's why diff color. LOL ! busy giving out letters i wrote fr people. haha ! your face like damn shock lor. -.- LOL !

there's test during POA. only knw some. i'll FLUNK for sure. yes, i'm confident. dont say anything like, dont be humble. haha. YC always says one ... LOL !
oh ya ! ERIC gave me a teddy bear keychain. haha. i tot it will be sotong when he told me one night before my bday. LOL ! it's cute la.

why didnt i type his nickname ? hahahaha ! got reason. (: THANK YOU ! :D maths, late. but luckily me&KAITINGAHMA got in when XIANFUDKA's at the door. thank you cus he signalled to us. haha !

i lazy to elaborate after recess the lesson excet EFL. received the replies from CAIXUANDARLING KIMBERLEYLAOPO & PAMELA ! LOL ! :D very touching. and sorry LAOPO, replied by calling you the wrong status in the morning =/ lol. played during EFL. haha ! ran to the back of the hall to give TIANCHENG gastric pill. must eat at least abit before eating the pill man ! LOL ! ran back again, look behind and saw the teachers looking at me -.- ehs, i never go behind to chat la. LOL !

went canteen for lunch. wanton mee. LOL ! first time as well. played there and went up to class. watched Land of The Dead using NICHOLAS's lappy. it's rated M. -.- VIOLENCE ; AHEM ; ZOMBIES. and i was like, WTFH ! okays, i didnt say out. haha ! they covered my eyes when some NOT-SO-NICE parts reaching. slept for awhile and woke up playing games in the hp. boring cus waiting for A MATHS people and AHYI went back home ...

reached home and waited for JON CHEN to deliver my present. haha ! end up, knwing got one more ; from ABREL. damn shocked that he bought mine as well. haha ! thank you !

went out to visit the doctor. hey, it's NOT cold sores. i applied the WRONG cream and burnt the end of my lips and resulted this thing. haha ! in the process of recovering !!! :D:D:D

and while waiting to collect medicine, i received message from ___ wishing me happy bday! it's been a long time since i last chatted w you la. that was like, about 2 years ago ? haha ! surprised that you still rmb my bday. pri 5 to 6 crush ! lol. i think pri mates knw who this person is. haha. and chatted about the pri school stuffs. saying last time we CRUSHED on each other very cute/funny. LOL ! i agree la. haha !

WEDNESDAY
MR ANG confiscated mine&CAROLYN's rubber band -.- after history when walking past staff room. suay ; last time he also didnt do anything and W/O warning lehs. and he gave us those kind of LAN rubber band. you dont want hair, we girls want hair loh ! LMAO ! went for pe. and idk what's wrong w MDM LIM la. we were saying her son paiseh-ed her ystd during EFL so now she angry. HAHA ! =/ i knw we were bad but for nothing she came to OUR class and say why the girls sitting in our own groups.

PUH-LEASE loh. we every pe lesson also liddat can ?! -.- say us when MR YEO didnt even say anything la ! ... shuttle run. alright, first attempt w AISYAH. i forgot the timing. 2nd attempt w XIANFUDKA. i fell when running back -.- my legs suddenly turned jelly. like, gosh ! and i knew i was going to fall soon. lol. hurt my knee caps and left palm. very weird, i kept laughing after i fell. ERIC told me how i fell after pe. LOL ! went to 3/7 to ask for rubber band since my class the girls no one has extra. LOL ! thank you PAMELA for giving me. haha. she said so [: LOL !

ENGLISH&CHINESE teachers didnt come. LOL ! free period. chatted outside until MR ANG came -.- went home after that. now my legs are still aching after the jelly legs. LOL !

i knw it's a long post. LOL ! pictures on another day. no time alrdy. (:

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changed skin. the previous PINK JUDGE skin cant read my posts. weird.
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nice week ((:

Physics and Chemistry tests are on next wednesday! okays, can you imagine both sciences on the same day? -.- i can go mad, alright! so yeahs, i'll start w monday first. oh well, TUESDAY. i've forgotten things happened on that day. mrong was damn angry during maths. blood boiled up la. his face damn red. and know what? almost everyone in the class got chua tio-ed when he shouted out of a sudden can! -.- i wanted to talk to kaiting but he shouted so i was like, okays, fine. later then! LOL! had chinese test. oh my! damn tough for me la! i didnt even know how to read some words. so chim one! -.- EFL! was talking and laughing throughout the whole session. haha! [: and 郑老师 told me to pass down the message : there's another paper tml. cus the test consists of 2hours. i went, "walau" haha!

WEDNESDAY. valentine's day! haha. went to school and saw many people w bags of presents. haha. yes, me too. oh, it's also my first time giving people. haha! so high on this day! :D hueyzhen mama was damn funny and i was very paiseh can! keep teasing me! received alot too ((: haha. thanks people! :D the second row of my fridge is all mine. haha! =/ LOL! kaiting and i thought that no one was in the mood of studying on this day la. cus no one was listening during lesson time and kept talking non-stop! haha! except for physics la. LOL! during maths, mrong didnt say anything. hmmm... maybe not much. he kept writing those valentine's thingy on board and taught maths. haha! eg. money cant buy love; but i love money! he wrote alot la. he apologised to the people he scolded. he said he was in the wrong. o.O haha! had 2nd paper during chinese. and kaiting and i asked teacher, jokingly, if we could postpone the paper cus it's valentine's day! haha! and i actually called careless boy as clever boy! haha! and 郑老师 and careless boy laughed. and after that, 郑老师 called me sotong, just like what they called me. -.- aww ~ damn paiseh la! haha! was checking my answer when teacher said it's time to pass up. but teacher gave me more time.

and when i walked to teacher to give her my paper,
i asked, "eh? 只剩下我一个没有pass up ah?"
then teacher said, "ya lor"
me: then why you gimme more time?
郑老师: cus you're a sotong mah
and i went -.- walao! teacher you also say this. and careless boy laughed. -.- lol!

after school, dajie helped me buy prepaid card. lunched w her at central. chatted till about 3+ and left. bought a few more rochers. smsed and when i reached home and checked again, it's the same except the back! ohwell. haha! dajie's cookies are nice!

THURSDAY. gave out the rochers to the people i promised to give them. haha! first period was POA! test... ugh! it's damn tough this time round. 50marks. ): i forgot some when i saw the questions. stupid la! i think i'll fail this time round. went for recess after maths lesson. and there are cards pasted on the wall opp the bookshop. saw one when i walked past it. LOVE IS IMPERFECT! oh yeahs? i totally agree w this person. haha! fire drill of sth at about 12pm. LOL! why choose that time? the whole school had to assemble at the parade area and it's damn hot can! haha. so sai/shit. LOL. 晒. i think we stayed there for at least 15mins to half an hour?? had abit of history after that. stayed in class after school for awhile. xianfu said jokes. lame/cold jokes. me and kaiting remembered vividly about the OH SHIT! joke! that's the funniest i think, for us. (: hueyzhen and shiyun came and chatted together. left after joleen and constance and weijun were back from A maths. went bubble tea shop for lunch w them. chees fries! :D yuezheng asked me whether i wna go cc or not. i didnt know so i replied see first. haha. and after that ian asked me. lol! so went for awhile. thanks hueyzhen and shiyun for accompanying me. haha. actually weijun stayed as well la. haha. he played bball w the guys. stella's there. chatted w her abit and left at about 3+??

TODAY. realised that i didnt bring my keys -.- smsed. haha! no mw. lessons were being brought foward. late for pe cus we didnt know what time. 2 rounds outside the school. i ran okays! we were the second last?? lols. never mind, at least we did run. played bball - abc after that. maths. i didnt know what teacher was teaching. cus i wasnt paying attention -.- again! one hour of recess yet i didnt know what to eat. okays, i dont eat. i drink. haha! :D read the LOVE thingy pasted on the wall. and kaiting they all read the L is ... O ... v ... E ... haha! and i saw one. LOVE IS BLIND!

and it makes me, now, think that... nobody's perfect so nobody can make love a perfect one, right?

and now, sth came to my mind. the 9pm had this question on tuesday or wednesday i think. WHAT IS LOVE? the guy actually said love is 大便! lols. i laughed like mad la. haha! everyone defines love differently. okays, this is also from the show. and i asked kaiting and she told me "love is a two-way traffic". love is a very complicating thing to me which is something that we cant explain at all.

back to the topic. (: went to the hall after recess. CNY celebration/performance. haha! RHD! chatted at the back. damn crap la the people. back to class.msong came to teach kim and tiancheng physics. 顺便 teach me. i really dont get it until the very last minute. haha. and i kept smsing there. sorry! and i asked if i can go if i have to. haha. she said can. i didnt bring my keys, as stated above. so went out. so, left after yuezheng came. i mean, after 10 mins or so? called ian. make me so luan only. were deciding where to go. causeway point in the end. watched Ghost Rider. LOL. shopped around and after that up again to buy the drinks and popcorn. i got scared one time la. just bcos of the sound. -.- damn loud can! 2hours! haha. my drink still got alot la. cant finish and the popcorn too. =/ hehe. saw ian jon.ong and jiahua there. they pierced their ear. both Js if not wrong. didnt see how they look w the new piercing. they watching Just Follow Law. chatted awhile and left. went back to school cus we both left our textbooks in school. but too bad, the guard didnt allow us in. he said the shutters were down already. no choice. mine's wednesday lehs! haha! bus-ed to station and said goodbye at the station door stairs there at about 5+pm??. haha. thanks for the treat! ((: ran home from the station. haha! legs damn tired. haha. cus raining mahs.

i'm damn hungry now. skipped lunch and bro went out. parents will only be back at about 10+. ): haha! shall find things to eat later. physics is making me DAMN mad! and, i just realised that it's a DAMN long post today! hahaha! headache le bah? bye!