Why Do I Care So Much For,

I'm absent from school again for today. Not diarrhea this time round. But it's gastric problem. Vomited gastric juice thrice the moment I woke up. Absent from school for 2days in a wk. I hope I can cope w studies sia !

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Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Dear Z,
I knw it's not your fault at all. But bcos I put in more than 100% of love and effort into this r/s, that's why I thought that you're. 2.5years of r/s and also 2yrs of liking you/each other secretly isnt easy to forget. I forgave you bcos I knw that there's nth to be angry about actually. This is just part and parcel of life, isnt it ? (: Take it as an experience learnt. Life has to go on. Move on. Everyone has moved on. I shall too (:

That's it ! (:

Thank You,

Had food poisoning ystd ! Thanks to the chinese stall at Northpoint foodcourt the day before !! Had diarrhea for five times for the first time in my life. But I seriously dont mind if I can slim down from here. HAHAHAH !! Went to school for 3hours and home after that as I couldnt take it anymore. Visited the doctor and he said I had food poisoning. LOL ! And today's Mum's turn to have bad diarrhea ! Ah, thanks ah ! Mine hasnt recovered and it's Mum's turn. Bad day !

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Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
I can't tell if it's a good or bad thing. But one thing I'm sure of, I just dont want to be troubled by this thing and I shall get it out of my mind soon. Yes, very soon. I shall and I will (:

Don't You Cry,

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
The old me. Havent been feeling happy lately ever since smth happened. Only a few knew. Yes, I've been trying to feel happy again. Trying my best to cheer up. Trying to be back to the crazy and retarded eileenY again. But it's kinda hard. I'm still trying my best for everything. Worse is that, new term has started and I've yet to remove that emotions away from me. Promised the ones whom I told that I'll have my smiles hanging on me again, soon.

Shant reveal much over here. And no, pls dont ask me about it after reading.

---To Be Cont'd---