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LIFE IS LIKE A PLAY ;
ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN !

i dont think i can be like insert NAMES here ; easy come easy go. dont bother to ask me anything about this part if anyone were to read it. i'm just letting smth out of my mind/heart/chest. it's been 3mths and 2days, and NOTHING CHANGED. the memories are ALL STILL THERE ! idk what's wrong w me though. it's like, i CANT forget someone SO EASILY. and plus find someone else SO EASILY too ? definitely, 我做不到 ! just like the recent one. i told him. i think i made the right choice. but really guilty ! yes, reasons are always the same when i tell someone who told me to go for someone -.-

i admit i put too much of feelings for him. i knw i'm stupid ! but it's ONE YEAR PLUS. like, HELLO ! one year plus the feelings, can you say 要放就放 ? impossible for me. so, dont ever tell me to forget about him, SO EASILY. i think i need MORE TIME than anyone of you out there. i smell o-tah now. but i dont eat it. the smell is nice, but i hate the food. get the meaning ? (: i've been avoiding you since the start of term3 . but to NO AVAIL ! i rmb i once said, THIS FEELING IS W ME FOR THE FIRST TIME. yeahs ! when i broke up w insert name here, i didnt 挂念 of anything about him. maybe smth happened bah ? i, myself, dont even knw why too. sometimes when he said if want, jiu go for it. but what's the point ? is HE, who mentioned IT, NOT me !

yeahs, 3mths2days and still counting. yes, i regretted once. and now it hurts, seriously !

ignore that part, IF YOUR CANNOT READ.

happy bday to me. hahaha

I'M FIFTEEN YEARS & 1 DAY OLD ! lol.

it's wednesday alrdy. and tml i thursday. then tml the tml will be friday. so, SATURDAY PLEASE COME ASAP. i need my sleep ! LOL !

MONDAY
someone told me smth. YES, chat w me first. cus i still dont knw you girls. haha ! but still, i'm willing la. :D:D you all are pretty & TALL girls ! hahaha ! :D and if i'm still in chinese dance, your will be my zhu nu'er = junior =/ LOL ! this is what i told my parents in the past. as in, junior as zhu nu'er. LMAO !

TUESDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! HAHAHAHA! -.-

received many presents for this birthday too. THANK YOU FRIENDS !

SOKHWEEERJIE , RUTING & ... Evandor ? [SORRY, TILL NOW, I STILL DONT KNW HOW TO SPELL YOU NAME =/] came to my class. haha. thank you ! the present is cute. i didnt open in school but at home :D

then, assembly. received letter from CAIXUANDARLING. haha. very touching too. do what you like but the only thing is, must not regret. (: though sometimes we still look back at those memories. only you knw what i'm talking about ? idk.

after that, received two big plastic bags from SYLVIAAHYI. lol. got my clique, inside got another box from CONSTANCE & CAROLYNLAUGHINGMUSHROOM. couple sotong. LOL ! actually both also girl lehs. just that got split prsonality that's why diff color. LOL ! busy giving out letters i wrote fr people. haha ! your face like damn shock lor. -.- LOL !

there's test during POA. only knw some. i'll FLUNK for sure. yes, i'm confident. dont say anything like, dont be humble. haha. YC always says one ... LOL !
oh ya ! ERIC gave me a teddy bear keychain. haha. i tot it will be sotong when he told me one night before my bday. LOL ! it's cute la.

why didnt i type his nickname ? hahahaha ! got reason. (: THANK YOU ! :D maths, late. but luckily me&KAITINGAHMA got in when XIANFUDKA's at the door. thank you cus he signalled to us. haha !

i lazy to elaborate after recess the lesson excet EFL. received the replies from CAIXUANDARLING KIMBERLEYLAOPO & PAMELA ! LOL ! :D very touching. and sorry LAOPO, replied by calling you the wrong status in the morning =/ lol. played during EFL. haha ! ran to the back of the hall to give TIANCHENG gastric pill. must eat at least abit before eating the pill man ! LOL ! ran back again, look behind and saw the teachers looking at me -.- ehs, i never go behind to chat la. LOL !

went canteen for lunch. wanton mee. LOL ! first time as well. played there and went up to class. watched Land of The Dead using NICHOLAS's lappy. it's rated M. -.- VIOLENCE ; AHEM ; ZOMBIES. and i was like, WTFH ! okays, i didnt say out. haha ! they covered my eyes when some NOT-SO-NICE parts reaching. slept for awhile and woke up playing games in the hp. boring cus waiting for A MATHS people and AHYI went back home ...

reached home and waited for JON CHEN to deliver my present. haha ! end up, knwing got one more ; from ABREL. damn shocked that he bought mine as well. haha ! thank you !

went out to visit the doctor. hey, it's NOT cold sores. i applied the WRONG cream and burnt the end of my lips and resulted this thing. haha ! in the process of recovering !!! :D:D:D

and while waiting to collect medicine, i received message from ___ wishing me happy bday! it's been a long time since i last chatted w you la. that was like, about 2 years ago ? haha ! surprised that you still rmb my bday. pri 5 to 6 crush ! lol. i think pri mates knw who this person is. haha. and chatted about the pri school stuffs. saying last time we CRUSHED on each other very cute/funny. LOL ! i agree la. haha !

WEDNESDAY
MR ANG confiscated mine&CAROLYN's rubber band -.- after history when walking past staff room. suay ; last time he also didnt do anything and W/O warning lehs. and he gave us those kind of LAN rubber band. you dont want hair, we girls want hair loh ! LMAO ! went for pe. and idk what's wrong w MDM LIM la. we were saying her son paiseh-ed her ystd during EFL so now she angry. HAHA ! =/ i knw we were bad but for nothing she came to OUR class and say why the girls sitting in our own groups.

PUH-LEASE loh. we every pe lesson also liddat can ?! -.- say us when MR YEO didnt even say anything la ! ... shuttle run. alright, first attempt w AISYAH. i forgot the timing. 2nd attempt w XIANFUDKA. i fell when running back -.- my legs suddenly turned jelly. like, gosh ! and i knew i was going to fall soon. lol. hurt my knee caps and left palm. very weird, i kept laughing after i fell. ERIC told me how i fell after pe. LOL ! went to 3/7 to ask for rubber band since my class the girls no one has extra. LOL ! thank you PAMELA for giving me. haha. she said so [: LOL !

ENGLISH&CHINESE teachers didnt come. LOL ! free period. chatted outside until MR ANG came -.- went home after that. now my legs are still aching after the jelly legs. LOL !

i knw it's a long post. LOL ! pictures on another day. no time alrdy. (:

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changed skin. the previous PINK JUDGE skin cant read my posts. weird.
cant find any nice ones. so just take this first :D
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