TikTok On The Clock,

#30: Who are you? When are you you? When are you not you?
I'm Eileen (LOL). I'm me when I knw that person for a long time. I'm not me when I just knw that person for awhile only. I can only open up to people whom I think I've known for quite some time. For anyone who has known me for long, they will knw that I'm always laughing and talking very loudly, at times. When I'm happy and feeling super energetic, I'll be like this. & mostly, when I'm w my clique and a few other people not from my clique.

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What a hectic schedule I have for this whole wk. I've settled some things that I need to buy alrdy. But more things not done yet ): This wk at work was quite slack because I kept asking R about the enquiries. Went out w my 2girls on Thursday after work to celebrate K's belated birthday at NEX, Lena's. I love the ambience there. Met up w K again on Friday to shop for some stuff. It's seriously super short as most of the shops closed super early on xmas eve. We shall go out again next time before your sch reopens. Sorry, K. That decision was quite last minute. I hope you don't mind (: R came to meet us and K headed home. Headed to Clarke Quay w K to meet up w H & her friend. My first time going clubbing. I suppose that it'll be my first and also my last time going for clubbing. Went for supper at Newton > Chinatown > Home at 3plus.

I spent my xmas day w family for dinner and then out w R, H & JJ for late night movie. Gulliver's Travels at Marina Square > Esplanade > MBS. Had a drink at MBS and I got a lil tipsy. My mind's cleared after having supper at MBS foodcourt. Took a cab home after that and I reached home at 4plus in the morning.

All the late night supper, slping at wee hours ... I think if I were to continue doing this, I'll definitely gain a few kilos in just one wk. Shall stop doing this alrdy. I've a busy wkend. Going out in 2hrs' time to meet up w Clique for dinner. Nice one, having headache and I had only an average of 5hrs of slp for the past 2days.

Darling, where you ? I need someone to talk to but I'm so lazy to msg also ;x hahaha ! We shall meet up anytime when you're free. ♥

No More Agony,

#19: Have you ever ran away? If not, would you?
Yes, mentally. I am, now (:

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Two words to describe my job ; energy sucker ! But I met super nice people there. Not one not two but a few, esp there's this person who guides me ever since the first day of my work. Yeah, my tutor ! Apart from my work, I've a super tight schedule these 2wks. I'll only be free, like, in Jan 2011. I've totally no time to study for my BTT at all. K, time for bed. Goodnight ! (:

One Step Back,

#24: What’s something you wish you could say to that someone?
Hi, how are you ? (:

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Today's the first day of my work. Uber cool pls. First time working in office environment but I forgot to bring my jacket along so I was practically shivering since 11plus till the end of my work. K, I shall tahan for 3months and then play after that before going poly. Oh, there's a girl, who's also her first day there, is an ex-andersonian too. Same batch but we couldn't recognise each other at all. Supervisor Han briefed us for almost 3hours. No work tml. K, there are two temp staffs who worked there for quite long alrdy. Before we left, one of them told me smth super funny about the OT !

Just when can I get this ?

& this ?!?!?!!!! ):

Goodbye (:

How Do I Live,

#5: Write a letter to someone you’ve never met.
Dear Future Friend,

Please be nice to me bcos I trust people very easily. If possible, I would like you to be one of my best friends too and we shall go shopping together and I shall introduce you to my other best friends (:

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LOL ! I think the last sentence sounds like it's coming from a primary school kid (: Anyway, I'm blasting my songs very loudly now w the windows closed. It's playing I Never Told You. What an emo song I listened to in the past. Met up w Wife ystd at Somerset for dinner and then to FEP for her slippers (: We wore the same dress code coincidentally :D The day when Bimbo 1 met Bimbo 2. The pictures explain my previous sentence. Pictures of 1-10 are ): Shall upload the photos on Saturday. Talked quite a lot while we were on our way home. Meeting Darling tml and I'm gonna enjoy my last shopping trip before my work starts on Friday ): Shop till we drop !

 

You said you love me, said you'll nvr leave me. Maybe I just heard you wrong.

The Memory Keeper's Daughter,

#26: A time when you hurt someone’s feelings but don’t regret it.
Sec2, March. (:

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I went for a haircut ystd. My hair is 3inches shorter now. I may cut it even shorter sooner or later. I'm one step nearer to my new beginning now :D My fringe too. I'm very happy w the length of my hair now. Went for job interview today w Sylvia. I love UOB Plaza. It's my first time there and the office is at the 56th storey. Love the high view up there. Quite a number of people are shocked that I'm not afraid of heights. Went home after that and waited for Dad to fetch me to Woodlands driving centre. Idk the real name of that centre. My BTT will be on 27th Jan if nth happens on that day (: I wna pass my first theory test !!

K, I've been reading a novel these few days. The Memory Keeper's Daughter. I havent finish reading it though. Look at the time now ! I'm tired alrdy ): Goodnight, people. But I'm not going to bed yet (:

I Hope You Dance,

#4: WordsQuote you live by. Why do you like them?

“Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.”

I remember that I came across this quote in Sec3 after smth happened in May. I even put it in the notes so that it'll be on the screen when I flipped open my N76 phone. I like this quote is bcos it has similar meaning as, 不再乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。 I used to write this Chinese quote on all my foolscap after May '07.

I miss this phone very much

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I think I update my blog very often these few days. I seriously have nth to do other than surfing net, watching tv, reading my book. No life, right ? Going for an interview tml and that'll be my last for this year since Mum's having a few off days this month :D K, I've no idea why but I'm looking very forward to x'mas this year. I wanna go cycling !! I'm so happy that there's no chalet this year :D Normally, there'll be one every year. LOL !

P/S. 2011 will be a new start for me (;

I Feel Safe,

I've come to realise that I miss you more than I love you.

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I spent the past half an hour reading message history. This time, I didnt cry, I didnt feel sad at all neither did I close the window halfway reading it (: I smiled all the way from the first to the third last conv, thinking about the past when we chatted via msn. Those times are rlly the (Y) in my life. Maybe sooner or later, I'll be able to go to the places where we once went before. Now I truly believe that one will only feel better and happier when she finally knws how to straighten her thoughts (: I enjoy being the current me a lot though I'll still miss the past at times. I'm so thankful that I've supportive family & friends by my side :D

You told me many times that if we were to be on our own, you ... I shall do the same as what you told me before. I'm going to bed soon. I get tired very easily nowadays. It's my 2nd post today though it'll be posted to 12/12/10. Goodnight, loves ! (;

& I think this post is quite sentimental. LOL ! Ironically, I got to knw the meaning of this word from you, too.

If Only You Were Here,

#21: What are the 10 most significant events in your life?
1. Being born into this world on the 31st July 1992.
2. The first time I ever sprained my ankle in Sec2 when going for movie w Olivia.
3. First time going out w Z in 2007 on a day before CNY Eve cus I forgot to bring my keys out
4. Chalet '08 w clique and Z
5. Z's 16th birthday. That's the first time I ever DIY smth for someone ; very satisfied
6. My 17th birthday in sch canteen and also steamboat dinner w Z
7. Z's 17th birthday present. That's the first time I ever went shopping alone
8. My 18th birthday celebrations w different groups of people :D
9. Having Z to be w me though it's all a history alrdy ; 2.5years (Y)
10. Chalet '09 w clique and Z

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I realised that my life revolvesd arnd Z. Out of the 10 above, there are 7 which includes Z. Don't doubt me. I'm happy when I think back about my past now (: Idk if I'll regret typing this in public but all these are what I truly have in mind (:

I went for physiotherapy in the evening. My neck still hurts a lot. It's been 6days alrdy ! When will it recover ?! ): My neck still can't turn all the way to my left side. & that therapist cracked my backbone as well. HAHA ! I seriously hope that my backbone will be back to a straight one. Bought chocolate love letters when I saw biscuit shop. I seriously miss those times when there were many biscuits shops, which display the biscuits in big tins, arnd. Now, there are only a few shops left !

 

I rmb that I always buy this biscuits in my first primary school. 1 stick for 10cents ? & I'd always buy 20sticks. I've an itchy mouth since young. I'd keep the biscuits in my bag from end of recess till sch dismissal then to realise that the sticks had be squashed to pieces. LOL ! There's this pop pop biscuits in orange packaging. I cant find it anywhere now. Chicken flavoured. I think I mentioned it to Z & my family before. Sad ttm. Haha, this post is totally so random bcos it's all about food :D

When One Gets Tired,

#28: Are you a lover or a fighter?
I can be both a lover and a fighter. I can love someone very deeply till the extent that I will always put him before me. I can be a fighter as well bcos I'm stubborn. However, a fighter is also a human being w feelings. Once she gets tired, nth else matters. Some may understand what my previous sentence means. I guess, in life, everyone's both a lover and also a fighter. Hehe, but I shall conclude that I'm a lover most of the time.

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Guess what ?! I quit my low-pay job alrdy ! 2days only. I've my reasons. Not that they didnt treat me well. But bcos I find that the job's rlly too boring and damn slack. Yeah, some may think that why am I complaining when it's an easy job. K, I shall go watch miotv now. I havent watch the new chnl8 9pm show yet. Bye (:

Wishful Thinking,

#22: A picture of your group of friends

This is a picture of me & my clique

I knw there are many people in my clique. However, I can easily name out a few characters of everyone's too :D It isnt difficult bcos we knw one another very well.

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I didnt work today. Find it super not worth it. Sylvia went for nth. Had our breakfast in BK @ International Plaza. Bought newspapers so we tried our luck searching for job. Headed to Marymount for interview. I got that job. Starting work tml as an admin. I seriously hope it wont be that busy but I also duwan it to be so slack as well. K, shall go to bed soon after having papaya, a fruit which Someone dislikes a lot. Goodnight.

Trust Leads To Love,

#10: Choose: trust or love
I'd choose trust. I wouldn't say I've been thru uncountable stages, but I'll definitely say I've been thru many ups and downs w mainly Someone. We thought we'll overcome all the obstacles but who knws we'd failed (: I believe this is a process of growing up. One will get heart breaks before meeting his/her true love. After this 2-year plus of incident, I've told myself that I woudnt choose love easily anymore. What I meant was, I wna concentrate on my studies and everything, excluding love, first. I believe that if someone loves him/her, s(he) will definitely wait for him/her even if it's years. This is trust. And this trust leads to love.

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I woke up at 8plus again for a job interview at 10.30am. It's freaking early and far but I guess it's a different environment as compared to the previous job which is also the same position. Trngs will be provided for the first two days thought I've worked in the same line before. Here, there are people who are either of the same age as me or older than me by 2years old. What's more, friends of ours can work together as a team as they need more people to help. I love this ! Okay, I knw I pour alot of things here so I just hope that I wont regret at all. I seriously need money to buy new clothings and also camera !! I shall slp super early tonight. Tanjong Pagar isnt somewhere near my house.


Bye !

I Was Enchanted To Meet You,

I shall update my blog while waiting for the photos to be uploaded on FB. I've 3 more folders to upload. I hope my internet will not slow down anytime now.

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Took this from Darling's blog & I shall do one now.

#7: What was on your last shopping list?
It was storybook :D & I got two on Friday at Borders.


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I went out w Kimberley on Thursday. It was not a very last minute decision just that I asked her out one day before Thursday. Headed to Orchard for lunch at Din Tai Fung. Headed to Cineleisure for movie. We played pool while waiting for the time to pass :D Two noob girls playing in the middle of two groups of pro people. Watched Easy A. Headed to FEP for clothings. I bought nth there while this wifey of mine bought 2dresses there, if I didnt rmb wrongly. Headed back to Wisma for Starbucks :D Just nice during a rainy day. Borders to chit chat (camwhore) > Camwhore outside ION Orchard. I love the lightings in the big x'mas tree > Cineleisure to check for pool but fullhouse > Lucky Plaza to check pool but it's ex > Bao Today for dinner > Home. We walked a lot on that day.

Friday was my worst day ever this year compared to smth else. Come to think of it, May was that bad after all (: Self-consoling. K, I was damn pissed on that morning so I went out alone at 2plus, if not wrong. Reached Orchard station at 3.20pm. Yes, I checked to see how long will I stay at Borders. Searched for the books I want for about 3+ hours. I even read there before buying. Dexter came to find me for awhile and I left at 7.30pm to find Darling at Yishun for dinner :D Ishi Mura again. I think I'm nvr tired of that creamy sauce though it's fattening.

Woke up super early on Saturday to meet Sylvia, Constance & her sister at Hougang interchange but I was still late > Hummung (interview, mine was damn last min) > back to hougang interchange > left, took bus back to Yishun to meet up w Darling. Clarke Quay to wander arnd aimlessly, I bought sticky there :D > walked to MINT Museum of Toys (I've fulfilled one of my wishes w/o You) > Took train to Somerset, shopped at 313 Somerset. Dear Diva, pls wait for both of us to buy our things in the shop before going oos ! > Cineleisure, dined at hk cafe and shopped arnd after that > Marina Bay station to chit chat > Home.

Stayed at home for today as my legs are gna break anytime soon. There's an interview tml at 10.30am at Tanjong Pagar. No pictures for this post as my laptop is very lag now. FB has not finished uploading the photos ):

Bye.

I See Sparks Fly Whenever You Smile,

It's the start of a new month and also the last month of 2010. I shall dedicate half of this post to the girl below :D This may seem random but it's been long since the last time I laughed/smiled/armchio madly in front of my laptop just by chatting on MSN w someone. It happened last night and 2nights ago. Mad funny.

Me love this photo though it's very blur. Likka couple O:

Shall find a nicer one next time :D Those memories that we mentioned are seriously irreplaceable ! & it's also bcos of all these that made me laughed and smiled like mad. We shall go out sooooooon whenever your free, darling ! ♥ Bwahaha

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Guess what ! I did 2stupid things w/i 2days. Pls say that I'm damn smart ! (: I think no one can beat me in my clumsiness. Nothing to be proud of anyway. Normally, when one wants to use their laptop w/o the battery, they'd switch on the charger right ? I didn't do that ystd. & my laptop blacked out. Then I've learnt my lesson and I switched on the charger before taking out the battery. Guess what ! My thumb laid nicely on the on button of my laptop and it restarted ! Thanks.

& online shopping is a killer. A total of $200plus of things waiting for me to buy in my cart !! ): I need a job asap.

P.S May December Be A Good One (;

One In This World,

I can't sign in to my MSN, sucker !

This wk is a pretty good week. I like :D First, I went out w Vanessa, my Les partner, on Tuesday.

We went to shop for her prom stuffs. I bought two super casual tees in Bugis Street. Sylvia is cute enough to say that she didnt see me wear t-shirts before when I kept wearing t-shirts to study w them. Headed to Wisma to check out some dresses > Novena to do V's stuffs > Home at 6plus.

Then I was supposed to go down to the bball court to have bball session w the guys but it rained non stop for a few hours on Wednesday. Ruined my afternoon mood.

Met up w Darling in the evening and headed to Raffles City for her stuffs. Dined at some kuku yet high class restaurants. Wifey came after that, headed to Funan > RC camwhore > Home at 10plus :D I'm so in love w Darling's " specs ".

Lastly, I met up w Darling again :D This time was us w Olivia for dinner at Northpoint :D I think I laughed too much till my cheeks were damn pain for that evening. Chitchatted for hours and home at 10plus.

As for today, I'm staying at home. Mum's cooking lunch, 2nd time in this year :D So happy can ! & my pigass bro is still slping at this time ! Shall pack my table after lunch. & I wna go for a jog very badly ! No, it's a need.

& I can't believe that  I'm watching Pokemon now O: Pikachuuuu ! :D

You All Are My Love,

Guess what ? Steamboat will never be fun without those 8people arnd ! Saturday evening at Turf City was filled w laughter and joy.

Met up w Constance & Sylvia to buy Yue Sheng's belated present. We wore heels and our feet were damn pain. I havent been wearing heels for like 6months alrdy ! Headed to TPY after buying the gift. Tried a new kind of bubble tea as we couldnt find KOI. The signature chocolate dk-what is yummylicious ! We took almost 4hrs there ! {L} Played number game before leaving. HAHA ! Thanks to the 2 guys, I didnt have to eat the food as my punishment  :D

Going out w my LES partner tml to see prom dress(es) for her. Like finally, I'm going out w her again. I need more new t-shirts for casual dates w clique !! ):

You Leave Me Breathless,

IT'S OFFICIALLY OVER for the 2nd time.

This is my table, after shifting some books to that " uno stacko " so that I can place my laptop in the middle. I'm so proud of my messy table :D

Just so yknw, I'm a very lazy girl.

I'll start clearing the mess from next Monday onwards. There's another pile of books and files on the floor as well. DUST !

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STEAMBOAT TOMORROW ♥ ! I shall ask my girls to accompany me to see the camera before meeting the others :D

Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST COUSIN, EVON ♥ ! :D

What About Now,

 Have you ever, at one point of time,

- felt like crying w/o any reasons
- wanted to escape from the reality and never want to be back at all
- smiled and pretended that everything's fine but the fact is ; I'm not
- felt like talking to that particular Someone but you're afraid that s/he is busy w their stuffs
- felt like you're alone in this world
- felt tired of your life and everything that's happening arnd you
- felt like telling someone your problems but you either realised that you've no one to talk to or just dont wanna be a burden to them
- felt like rewinding your life back to the past where everything is so perfect for you and then to pause at that moment and never forward it back 

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For all of the above, I have.

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My forehead is shining so brightly now. It's even brighter with the light above me. This shows how oily my forehead is. I can provide a month's supply of oil for anyone if they need to fry an egg. I don't see any link in this post at all because the first part of the post cant link to second part of it. I'm always random. I think I'm becoming more and more xl to some people and I'm loving it (; Some people will knw it since last time (Y) I like. I love it when some people can't out talk me but at the same time I dislike it when I'm speechless when it comes to debating, just like on my Fairytale-day.

Everyone says " Time flies ". But exactly how fast can it fly ? 24hours a day, how fast or how slow depends on how you're spending your day. So, tell me ... How am I going to survive through my 6months of holidays w/o you ?

Fairytale-Like,

Yknw what's the saddest part in life ? It's to realise that the dream that your having is coming to an end yet wanting to continue it w/o having any disturbance. However, the happiest part is that when you're awake, yknw that that is smth worth remembering it in life bcos it is smth you've been yearning for (: Isn't life contradicting at times ?

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I havent been updating for more than a month. Quite a number of things happened w/i this month. Changed my blogskin back to an old skin that I've made long ago. According to photos in my camera, I've been through the last week of sch in Uptrend. I've been through James' birthday at SSC Fish&Co. I've been through the stress when I was revising my three subjects {Yes, call me a narcissist for the time being}. I've been through the 2nd time of O levels in North View Secondary. And lastly, I've been through a fairytale-liked story, to me.

I was browsing through my blog and I realised I didnt mention about the picnic w my girls at all ! Let this be a long post, if nth goes wrong. Since I havent been updating for long :D This post will be full of photos, I like :D

Yes, previous post stated about picnic at Marina Barrage. It was a rainy day on that fateful Thursday. But we still enjoyed ourselves despite the heavy rain. We're so going back there to fly kite as a clique together w the guys in December (; 

I ♥ them !

That big bruise I've got

Memories (:

Then it was the last week of sch. 7months over there. Laughter more than sadness. I think all of them would agree that I'm the noisiest in class bcos I laugh during inappropriate times, I debated w teachers over a few qns just bcos I didnt understand how to solve it.

Math teacher & Aunty Kat

Science Teacher & Aunty Kat

English teacher & Aunty Kat. James' birthday

We headed to SSC Fish&Co. for James' birthday lunch.

Finally, it was the start of O levels and ystd, which is 1/11/2010, was my 2nd last paper. Fast isn't it ? & that was also when my fairytale dream started in the morning. Oh yeah, I struggled through the Physics paper during the first 20 mins. Pretty challenging and yes, I've got careless mistakes. Headed home to prepare and waited for the slowpoke Shahril to reach Yishun. Everyone was complaining about his turtle-ness. I couldnt stop crapping w him from the moment we met each other ystd. He was a joker but, Someone still beat him on that. Pro, right ? Dined at Sumo House and the laughter started. I couldnt finish my food all thanks to them for making me laugh when I was already the slowest eater amongst them.

He said smth rlly lame & that explains my expression to him

A big bully

Now you can imagine him w long hair right ? Thanks to me

  & also Shahril :D

 

Took bus home w Teddychumz & we saw a snail ! :D  

Okay, I'm finally done. I've been updating my blog and resizing photos at the same time and it took me almost 2hrs. HAHA ! I knw I'm laoya ! I ♥ MY CLIQUE !

This is the first time I'm using blogger to update my photos, except for the one which Shahril having a long hair. I shall update about my room during O levels period tomorrow or someday when I rlly have nothing to do :D

I'm Lost In You,

Because every now and then, your name will just pop out in my mind automatically.

The Happiness Back Then,

In This Life
For all I've been blessed with in this life
There was an emptiness in me
I was imprisoned by the power of gold
With one honest touch you set me free

Let the world stop turning
Let the sun stop burning
Let them tell me love's not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered had come true
In this life, I was loved by you

For every mountain I have climbed
And ever raging river crossed
You were the treasure that I longed to find
Without you love I would be lost

Let the world stop turning
Let the sun stop burning
Let them tell me love's not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered had come true
In this life, I was loved by you
In this life, I was loved by you

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Do not ask me for other reason why I'm posting it here. I need a space for me to pour my stuff and that's my blog.




In a relationship, a couple tends to be afraid to lose each other therefore not allowing him/her to do some stuff. Yes, in our case, it's the both of us. We did the same thing(s) to each other.

I knw I shouldn't be doing this, but I cant stop myself from reading those message history. I even smiled to myself while reading those messages, just like how I'd smile in the past when reading back. But this time, the biggest full-stop has alrdy been written in our story. I thought a lot while reading the things what you told me many times when we're chatting online.Those nice sentences, those nice words, those nice names ... They're just words as though it's written on a blank paper w no authorities' signatures to recognise it ... Those unofficial words created by the both of us. Yes, tears rolled down my cheeks agn after 2wks.


  Taken outside VivoCity and we both laughed after I took this photo.  
Almost every places I've been to remind me of the memories we once had. Almost every songs I listened to remind me of you. The movies we've watched together and sometimes, even the food. I gathered my courage to go to Orchard, esp TheCathay. Idk when was that but I was actually very reluctant to go initially. I gathered my courage to go to Marina Square and that was our usual hangout place after school in Sec4. I gathered my courage when I needed to go to the library. I gathered my courage to go to the restaurants / cafes / foodcourts / dining places we went before. I gathered my courage to listen to the songs that I always listened w you whenever we went out. I gathered my courage to go talk about you without being affected. I gathered my courage to smile and laugh like before as though I'm not affected at all. I gathered my courage to tell everyone that I'm really fine because I knw they all care.


  2 - 3 rainbows in a wk  
Now, I need the courage to touch the box so that I can shift it to somewhere else. I need the courage to open up my diary so that I can continue writing w/o being affected. I need the courage to go to the flyer, that was the place we've been for almost 3 - 4 times consecutively. Yes, memories. I need the courage to tell myself that the trip into Singapore Flyer "cabin" will be better without you. I've no idea when will this come to an end but one thing I'm very sure is that I'll be standing strong agn. Time.Is.What.I.Need.Now. I wna be unaffected, just like you.


  Thank you, Mr Leow. We were the first 2 to choose.  
Yknw you relied and depended too much on Him when you couldn't do easy things when you're alone. Some things just can't be changed. Because you just can't kick the habits away when you've been doing so many things for so many times w the same person.  Just like the movie ticket. But She wasn't You. They weren't you because I'll choose the crispy fries and we'd snatch for the last few pieces at times. There are lots of memories between the both of us. But I guess, all good things will eventually come to an end. Again, human beings do change. We may have changed in many ways ever since. But photos, memories and gifts wont change no matter what. I treasure them a lot. Thanks for the memories.


  The Used To Be.  
& I'm accompanied by the song above while typing this entry

Random Thoughts,

Lol. I suddenly remember that I love hello kitty damn much when I was back in primary school. Collected all the toy sets from Macs. My family even bought the meals just for the hello kitty for me to display in my transparent cupboard. Then there's a period when the meals came w hello kitty keychain. I got the chef / burger one & it was stolen by some idiotic people in my primary sch & I even cried after that. How stupid ! LOL ! Mum bought me a few of hello kitty pyjamas set. I rmb one of those were hot pink & I totally love it alot. Went Thailand w family & relatives, bought a few HK pyjamas there. I rmb I've one set of red and blue each. LOL ! I've those furry slippers which can be wore at home & also normal slippers for going out. Cousin tutored me in Maths when I was P4. & knwing that I love HK things, she made HK times table for me so that I would learn it in a simpler way. Lol. But I lost those cute times table that she made ): 2 - 12. Then I've those Hello Kitty figurines and watches. When CNY was nearing, I pestered Mum that "no matter what, must buy hello kitty red packets" so that I could have one of those. {I think most kids would do this.} Haha. So now then I knw that I was once a Hello Kitty craze. Lol. I still have the Hello Kitty phone in my room now ! I saw some cute stuffs recently & I seriously hope that I wont be a HK craze anymore. Can Hello Kitty & Mickey / Minnie Mouse ever be friends ? HAHAHA !


If not wrong,

  This is one of the times table background.


& this is one of my desktop wallpaper back then.

Lol. I must be too bored therefore thinking back about the past. Goodnight.

Where We Are,

Here come the sleepless nights
Here come the tears I'm gonna cry
Here comes the last goodbye leaving us behind
Oh this can't be right

Have You Ever,

If life has two choices, which one will you choose ?

1. To resist what is actual and be lost in the pain,
2. To choose to let go of all illusions, delusions, dears and beliefs and, w immense sanity and freedom,

So, I have not been updating a proper one. I guess this post will be quite a long one if nth goes wrong.


A day before my legal age ;
In the day, a "surprise" celebration at Uptrend. Someone leaked the secret to me one night before. HAHA ! But still, thanks alot ! :D 





  You're right, I'm not in the picture :D

In the evening, a surprise celebration w half of my 6C'04 classmates at HY's house bbq pit :D Thanks alot, yo ! Love you guys lots !



The day when I turned 18 ;
Sent my hp to the service centre on this occasion. Went out w Vanessa for shopping & met beloved clique for dinner at Just Acia {or smth}. Joleen's friends joined to sang the bday song. So cute ! The fireworks were damn loud on that night. Yay, they put fireworks for me. HAHA ! That's what Vanessa said. Ya ya ! ^^ Proceeded to YOG Park aftermath for phototaking session (:











I was the centre of attraction. HAHA !  
A day out w Dajie ;
Took back my phone :D Din Tai Fung for lunch. Thanks, Dajie for the treat (: Yummylicious ! Shopped arnd at town area. Bought nth, if not wrong. Headed to OC for photo taking session :D Then Gelare for tea break ^^





Study trip w girls {Part I} ;
Met up w Joleen National Library to study while waiting for Constance & Sylvia. Settled at cafe for our lunch then proceeded into the library cus of some reasons. Headed to nearest macs as there isnt any plugs. End up leh ? Others actions were faster than us. Headed to SMU to study. Left at 6plus for lunch at Iluma. & we saw fireworks while having dinner :D Photos agn after that. 







Movie w Boyf
Went CWP for movie and we caught PCK movie together :D Lunched at Breeks. & no, we didnt take photos together that day ): So I shall put bbq photo :D





Sushi w my girls
School as per normal. Headed to Bishan Library to meet Joleen after lesson, to study w her for awhile. Then met the others outside Sakae Sushi for our late lunch. It's totally not worth it for me ): But it's okay ^^ I still love being w them alot!




Out w Dajie
Yes, we went out agn :D:D Went Anchorpoint for our dinner @ Secret Recipe & we saw a transexual there. We stayed there to chitchat for 2hours plus. Haha. This shows how much we had. Photos agn, and left for home before 9pm.




Day out w Darling
Darling, we met up like finally ! & yes, I understand your sentence in your blog. HAHA ! It's been long since we last met and it's very nice to go out w you till late :D Cus our day was longggg ! :D

Northpoint {Pastamania} > Bishan station > Promenade station > MBS > Holland V > Orachard station > Home !




Gym session
Yes, headed to gym w Wifey :D Okay, I ran on treadmill only BUT I still sweat. My weight increased leh ! Happy not ?! -.- I'm not ): Dinner at Northpoint & home aftermath.

I'm done ! After an hour plus :D Goodnight & sweet dreams (;