That's Where You Find Love,

Good afternoon !

I shall update this page while waiting for Mum to prepare herself. Couldn't slp well these few nights. Bad flu and sore throat since last night and kept waking up a few times in just 2hrs. Gave up at 8plus in the morning. Listened to Westlife playlist and I read my notes in my iPod. It's all about the love of my life. Too many horrible memories that made me think of some stuff.

Just, WHAT IS LOVE ?

I rmb I did a bit for this topic back in Sec 3, Valentine's Day post. http://indefinit-e.blogspot.com/2007/02/nice-week.html There's a paragraph that goes like this...

LOVE IS BLIND! 

and it makes me, now, think that... nobody's perfect so nobody can make love a perfect one, right? 

and now, sth came to my mind. the 9pm had this question on tuesday or wednesday i think. WHAT IS LOVE? the guy actually said love is 大便! lols. i laughed like mad la. haha! everyone defines love differently. okays, this is also from the show. and i asked kaiting and she told me "love is a two-way traffic". love is a very complicating thing to me which is something that we cant explain at all. 

(Pls pardon my typing in the past w all the 's' at the back.)
I must say, love is rlly blind. I guess it's also part of being soft-hearted to someone whom you love dearly to the extent that you could forget all the hurtful words that he once said after brking up. I seriously dk how did I manage to do that. TBH, I didn't expect myself to forgive so easily but when the one whom you loved and missed during your singlehood days appeared right in front of you, the hatred seemed to be very far away. However, I truly believe that everyone deserves a second chance. Moreover, he gave in to me so much when we were together back in secondary school. Love is all about accommodating each other. Give and take when needed.

This is what I tweeted in the morning.

• first step to happiness: to forget about the past and move on. 
• but how to when the person who made you sad back then is the one who makes you happy right now ? read the notes in my iPod agn. z bad move !

Yes, you've to forget about the unhappiness and move on w life in order to be happy. I tried, no doubt I succeeded... At times. It's quite impossible to forget about someone whom you've spent almost all your years in secondary sch w that person !

The above mentioned are all due to my random thoughts. I'm leading a very good and happy life right now w Mr Z once again (I still do mention those unhappiness to Z at times for the sake of fun) and my family who are starting to be supportive of this r/s. Pop needs to be persuaded a lil more actually. But he's not objecting anymore. 

❤❤❤

Missing this botak right now. It's the 11th day of not seeing each other. But we're still fine. I didn't expect that I could actually survive without his calls and texts for so many days ! Great acheivement. There's so much that I wna tell him, best friend-cum-boyfriend !

That's all, folks. Goodbye.

Westlife, For 10 Years,

Annyeong!

So I mentioned in my previous post  that I'll be updating (a lil) about my personality ? Idk what made me think that I'll actually have an entry of this post. I was trying hard to think of what I can type for this entry but it seems that I can only think of one point.

So Mr Z recently told me that I'm actually more of an introvert kid. I denied at first until today he mentioned agn. I admitted. He stated one sentence which I think it's damn true. But anyway,


Introvert:  1) A shy, reticent, and typically self-centered person. 2) A person predominantly concerned with their own thoughts and feelings rather than with external things.

Yes, I'm only talkative to people whom I'm close w. But no, I don't tell my problems to them. Or perhaps, not all my problems will be told. (It's funny how Idk how to cont...)

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I tweeted this about an hour ago.

• Can't believe that Bro's listening to Westlife's songs now.#nowplaying I Wna Grow Old w You ! Eargasm ! :D
• It's bro who first bought Westlife's album for me. Totally rmb the surprise, in front of a few relatives of mine. I was 10 back then. 

I can and am sure that Westlife's songs accompanied me thru my teenage life. No doubt at all ! Yes, eargasm is the word to describe songs sang by Westlife. My second tweet... I rmb it was exactly 10yrs ago when I first started listening to English songs. And it's by Westlife. That was their third album, World of Our Own. Was totally in love w Bryan (but I somehow added Shane in after a few months). Then there's an evening (yes, I rmb that it's on a Saturday) after tuition w cousins at Adelphi, we headed to Suntec city to walk arnd w relatives. We were walking arnd in Carrefour and Bro suddenly popped out in front of me w an album of Westlife. It's their concert VCD. I was elated like mad and Uncle was like, your bro loves you a lot. Heh, I knw ! :D Or perhaps, at that time, I was still ignorant to knw about this fact. But anyway, one of my cousins came to Sengkang house to teach me Maths for 2years, if I didn't rmb wrongly. It was when I got Band 1 for Maths and she rewarded me w Westlife's first album, Westlife. At that time, it was kinda hard to find their first album... I still wonder where she got it. And Dad bought me their 2nd album, Coast to Coast. Then it was Unbreakable. The greatest Hits. Vol 1 and Turnaround. Somehow, my love for them stopped when I entered secondary school. Wasn't as hardcore as before. I rmb a friend of mine lemme listen to a song they sang as cover by Michael Buble. Wasn't that nice though. :/ Michael Buble's songs aren't my type of songs.

Then it was in 2010 after my breakup w dearest that I started listening to their songs agn. Got all the songs of Where We Are from a friend. Still as nice as ever. But it's rlly sad that they've disbanded after their last world tour concert. Seriously, (very + uber + super) regretted not going for their concert last year. I've so many regrets in 2011. I do hope that they'll have their comeback (or gathering) as 5, not 4, a few years ltr... IN SINGAPORE!


Embarrassing... But I've 5CDS of theirs and 7 full albums out of 12 in my playlist.

Yes, it's the album just above this paragraph that accompanied me after my breakup w Lover. I'm back to listening Westlife's songs agn, thanks to Bro. It was so hard for me to kick away the habit of listening it in repeat mode. I need rehabilitation once agn !

Goodnight ! :D

Self-love,

Hello (to whoever who's reading this),

I'm currently watching Skip-Beat. I knw I'm slow. The two singers from SJ in this drama like damn cocky in this first episode !

But anyway, my plan crashed/crushed/spoilt or whatever word you can fill it in. I didn't want to tweet it but seriously, I dislike, or rather... I hate last minute cancellation of date. One day before is alrdy bad enough and today's the very LAST MINUTE when I've alrdy reached the meeting place. #WINZ

It's like you're angry yet you can't tell that person bcos she's younger than you and prone to get hurt easily (both physical and emotional). All you could reply is just "It's okay lah, actually. There's always next time." I feel so fake ! Perhaps my real emotions can only be revealed to certain people - the ones whom I'm uber close w. Speaking of which, my next entry will be about personality and my past. (Provided if I can phrase every sentences nicely.)

Enough of my rant...
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Went to shop alone after that bcos I seriously hate to have no plans after cancelling of date. It's a must for me to go out to get smth or at least walk arnd in town. Bought 2pairs of rose earstuds from DIVA, a polaroid album from Artbox and cupcakes from Twelve Cupcakes. Yes, I'm happy spending money on my own things when plan got cocked up. I almost wanted to buy a top @ Cache Cache for $35.90. I shall go there next wk to get that cream colour lace top ! The black collar attracted me so much. This isn't counted as impulsive buy, right ? Went to find Mum at her workplace then I went for eyebrow threading. FACIAL TML FOR THE FIRST TIME ! Girls will always be girls.

Met up w Shiyu on Tuesday. Had our Frolick and bought 2tops. One from New Look another from F21. I think I'll get another color for the one I bought at F21. Regretted getting teal.

Results out on Thursday. Hate the feeling when I've to check my results. My heart would thump as if it's gna jump out of my chest anytime. Met up w Darling and Wifey on Thursday. Dinner @ JP, Fish & Co.. We camwhored all the way from Jurong East to Yishun. Power !

2more days to go (: A challenge to myself. Haven't texted B at all :/ Teehee. Okay, bye.
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我們愛上的那個，總是會比較愛自己

累不累，誰管輸或贏

只要真心愛就好

別因為悲傷，就將愛你的智商

做得那麼囂張

Never Take Things For Granted,

Hello, readers (provided that there's someone who actually reads it),

I knw my personal page is kind of rotting currently. This will be a super wordy post, so be prepared. But anyway, main exams have ended on 1March. It's smth worth celebrating though it drained me mentally. And worst thing was, I was having a bad flu on that day.

FundCE was okay but I did the MCQ on the wrong side. Shall just pray hard that the markers will not mind bcos the majority of the students in my test room did it on the wrong side. Maths was okay too. Heh, shall hope for just a pass will do. Must nvr have high expectations. DFUND was disastrous ! The format was totally different from the PYP ! It was hell. Dfund and Dfund 1 actually have a very big difference. D1 is more difficult whereas D is manageable. Yeah, preparing for supp paper. Same goes for Hydraulics.

Since exams were over, I nvr think back about the papers. It's freedom for me right after I left the exam room for Hydraulics ! There are many things I wna do during this hols. I wna meet up w clique, which I've done so. But of cus, more gatherings ! Then, my 2girls when we were so close back in sec2 ! And many more people whom I wna go out w. There goes my idea for finding a hols job. Okay, seriously hope that I'll have the time. It's been a long time since I last met up w Pamela. Hmmm...

Headed straight to AMK to meet up w mama first to buy our lunch then headed to chengsanCC to meet lovelies for bball and badminton session. It's been a long time since I last met them. I must say this: I'm rlly very happy, from the bottom of my heart, whenever I see them. They are the ones who can lemme hang a real smile on my face ! (: Boyf came as well since he booked out on Tuesday night.

I rmb there's an action that Chin Long did that make me LOL sitting on the floor when playing badminton. Damn cute. Then it was raining and everyone played badminton by taking turns. Dexter surprised us by turning up. It's been a long time, friend ! (: Did some catch up session w this guy. Thanks for the words, dude !

Then it was bball session since rain has stopped. I was pushed to the ground by Ambrose and had a minor injury on my ankle. Heh, the way I fell to the ground was likka slow-mo stuff.

Love to watch guys playing bball.

Headed to Chompchomp from CC by foot where David met us there for dinner > Had lots of oily food and sugarcane drink w lemon > Walked back to AMK station from chomp2 where I almost fell aslp while waiting for the guys' buses to arrive.

Friday was a nervous day for B. I've to say that you've done well, baby ! (: Even Mum agrees ! Headed down to town for dinner. Everywhere was having long q so we settled at a sushi place called Genki Sushi @ OC. This sushi place is seriously damn cool. Customers get to use iPad to order the food and the use airplane tray to deliver it right in front of their customers using conveyor belt. So cute. Most impt thing is, THEY USE HELLO KITTY PLATES TO SERVE MOST OF THEIR SUSHI ! A great heaven for girls who like HK ! (; And also, the food there is cheap yet nice !! Will definitely patronise that place agn ! Chilled at the roof garden of OC and headed home shortly ltr.

Met up w Baby in the early afternoon to get cupcakes for Sylvia's bday. Headed down to Hougang interchange to meet up w the rest. A surprise for Sylvia at her doorstep ! It was a success. However, there's an impromptu change for the eating venue. Changed to Timbre @ Old School where we had our very-lil-percentage of liquor beverages, pizzas and pasta ! Camwhoring session outside Timbre right after we left. That place is definitely not the best choice to to photos bcos it'll turn out to be very dark even w flash. And there'll be shadows of the buildings casting on us. Home sweet home at 11plus. Yeah, kinda early.

From Twelve Cupcakes. So gna get it one day.

je préfère this pizza out of so many others.

So that marks the end of meeting B for 3days straight ! (: Appreciate your time rlly very much despite you being tired and everything. I knw you're having fun in camp right now (;

So, I met dears (Seokkee, Bonnie, Twin and Jon) from my class for sushi buffet. Watched This Means War then proceeded to Nihon Mura @ sports complex for buffet. We stayed for 2 or 3hrs and our stomach couldn't fill in the food we ordered. It's way too much and exceeded our limit, esp the mini eclairs and cream puff. No more eclairs for at least a month ! Felt very much like puking.

Bonnie

Twin who has the same name as me

SK Buddy

Right now, I'm looking forward to Friday/Saturday. B's gna book out on Friday night and this means we'll have more time on Saturday (hopefully). Missing this boy of mine right now ❤

Time for a fullstop for this long and wordy post. Till then...