out w bro ystd

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ! :D

I'm spending my xmas at home. w my computer watching Witch Yoo Hee. LOLLOL !

went out w Bro ystd :D my FIRST TIME going out w him alone together. 值得纪念 haha, okays. lame !

woke up at 11plus. bro saw me turning here and there on the bed and asked me to wake up ... lols ! damn tired alright ! prepared and went out at 1plus. late, cus I was slow. HAHA ! couldnt find my ez-link card&wallet. sian diao. plus no money. brought 7bucks out ONLY okays. how pathetic. HAHA ! the standard tix cost me a bomb ): headed to Orchard. finally settled for lunch, damn hungry lah.

forgot some things. we walked from Lido to shop at Pacific Plaza then to Heeren and then to Far East to somewhere then trained to Doby Ghaut. legs damn pain. after that, Bro suggested that we WALK to City Hall station. ROFL !! I was like, WTH ! & kept complaining that my legs damn pain. lol. I dont wna wear heels anymore lah, when gna walk for so long. I wna buy new shoes/slippers. LOL ! & he told me that time he went out w his friends, and one of his classmates wore a very high heels. higher than mine alot. and she needed help from her friends. at least mine not so bad =/

Bro finally bought his jacket at CityLink ?? heh, idk what's that place called. HMV ; my chipmunks soundtracks !! could actually buy but Bro wanted to compare the price. haha ! in the end, it's cheaper than Sembawang's. LOL ! and Mum told Bro that, the richer you are, the more stingy you will get. HAHA ! went Marina Square then to Suntec City. wanted to buy Tamagotchi but Bro said I have a pet in my phone alrdy -.- ... never mind, next time [: TIRED ...

trained back to Yishun and dinner at Yoshinoya & home sweet home. LEGS DAMN PAIN AFTER THAT CAN ! lol. so practically, ystd was just ME accompanied BRO for his shopping. he still asked if I was boring or not to see him shop for only his stuffs. -.- alright, he's asking the obvious =/ I hate window shopping, but he's there like ... LOL ! mum got a shocked when I told her that we walked from Plaza Sing to City Hall station. & asked why duwan take MRT. LAUGHS

pictures taken ystd, due to my boredom/nice scenery, will be up later or when I'm free :D


BYE ~ (:

Quotes

bcos hating you
wont reverse the time
back to the past.

sian-ed the whole day. LOL !

REGRET ?

i admit that i was sort of 神经病 after school -.- and i really regretted alot. yes, IF ONLY TIME CAN REWIND ITSELF ! wasnt feeling good anyway.

constance didnt come today -.- did the work alone but in her account. haha ! photoshop. having lots of problems. the comp super lag. gave up before the breaktime. butt teacher said cant. sian ! so re-do everything. and the picture turned out to be quite funny. HAHA ! after that, was reading the msgs i transferred to another folder. and got a shocked ! -.- my eyes went wet alot la. 8 ? yours 2 ? wth ! i didnt knw there's a number inside lor ! and i actually replied idk -.- shit me ! told KAITINGAHMA about it and they kept asking me how i knw and who told me -.- i hope it's NOT true ! i dreamt about smth too. only three people knw. rawr ! what a dream i dreamt -.- and bcos of this, i got so fan can ! almost shouted at QIYU during assembly =/ haha !

movie marathon. I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY ALRDY ! (: and some people MAY KNW what i'm trying to say.

emo-ed again. DAMN SHIT ! and i realised smth. I CANT CONTROL MYSELF WHEN I'M ANGRY/AGITATED. you people may be thinking i'm talking SHIT when i'm telling smth serious. i admit i shouldnt have said SO MUCH. even smth which happened _ _ _t.i cried again. !@#$%& ! i knw i have no rights la. damn ass ! whatever shit , it's not about that la. suddenly flared up and said some things which i WASNT supposed to. TMD ME ! i shant care anymore. i'm too duo shi alrdy !

today just ISNT my day la ! i think I THINK TOO MUCH ALRDY ! about results , personal stuffs and everything. I SHANT BOTHER W IT ANYMORE LE LA ! heck ~

LOVELOVE ; SENTOSA ! :D

Woke up at 12plus to reply HEIKA's msg. tried to sleep but couldnt. slept at 2am last night. fell asleep damn fast, i think (:

didnt online/update/check friendster ystd night. haha, reason in tagboard. HAHAHA ! super funny la. but anyway, i just couldnt resist it can. didnt see my laptop for a night. haha ! eyes glued to tv the whole night :D and smth else (: but it also helped abit, cus i realised i update my blog daily. LOL ! thankyou ! HAHAHA !

i striked out smth in my wishlist ; hopefully i dont have to take off the cancel thing away anymore [: i really dont wish to (: i knw why ! haha. lame ! anyway, no particular reasons why i wna strike it off la (:

went out w yuezheng ystd to sentosa. last min decision. haha ! had lunch at vivo. monorailed to siloso beach. we wore the wrong shoes there. mine have heels one -.- i love the sands la :D and we spent 3 hours sitting at the beach. rained but didnt care ; cus it's not a heavy one. somehow, i find that sands are nice to play and kick. LOL ! (:

we lame-d there. and the waves were super big one loh ! lols. laughed at a group of teenage girls and ang moh boys (kids). the two groups super cute (: btw, the laughed isnt smth bad, not CRITICIZING type. haha. typed big also no use. haha ! sat the skyride or smth. it's high and beautiful ! :D i love the farfar away from the beach the scenery. super nice :D okays, first-timer here. hahahahah !

trained to DG then to MB and YISHUN. and smth funny happened. okays, it's bad to criticize people HOR ?! lols. and tall people =/ same thing happened like _. (: walked home, and it's freaking dark ; for the first time. in the past, when walked home at this time also not dark one -.- haha !

finally, reached home at about 8pm. late. haha ! mum didnt say anything cus i called her on our way home :D haha. good thing. and everything ended there [: i hope so about what ___ __ad (:

now, i'm super luan. can i have a pair of listening ears ? STUPID EILEEN ! i knw i'm stupid. as stated before ; I'M NEVER CLEVER AT ALL. not even once ! i cant even understand what he's trying to explain to me, about the moon, stars and sun ! it's simply SO CHIM can ! haha, i only knw I ALWAYS FAIL MY SCIENCES in secondary. but that's pri stuffs -.- :D

i will try to smile ;
from today onwards (:

[:

LIFE IS LIKE A PLAY ;
ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN !

i dont think i can be like insert NAMES here ; easy come easy go. dont bother to ask me anything about this part if anyone were to read it. i'm just letting smth out of my mind/heart/chest. it's been 3mths and 2days, and NOTHING CHANGED. the memories are ALL STILL THERE ! idk what's wrong w me though. it's like, i CANT forget someone SO EASILY. and plus find someone else SO EASILY too ? definitely, 我做不到 ! just like the recent one. i told him. i think i made the right choice. but really guilty ! yes, reasons are always the same when i tell someone who told me to go for someone -.-

i admit i put too much of feelings for him. i knw i'm stupid ! but it's ONE YEAR PLUS. like, HELLO ! one year plus the feelings, can you say 要放就放 ? impossible for me. so, dont ever tell me to forget about him, SO EASILY. i think i need MORE TIME than anyone of you out there. i smell o-tah now. but i dont eat it. the smell is nice, but i hate the food. get the meaning ? (: i've been avoiding you since the start of term3 . but to NO AVAIL ! i rmb i once said, THIS FEELING IS W ME FOR THE FIRST TIME. yeahs ! when i broke up w insert name here, i didnt 挂念 of anything about him. maybe smth happened bah ? i, myself, dont even knw why too. sometimes when he said if want, jiu go for it. but what's the point ? is HE, who mentioned IT, NOT me !

yeahs, 3mths2days and still counting. yes, i regretted once. and now it hurts, seriously !

ignore that part, IF YOUR CANNOT READ.

happy bday to me. hahaha

I'M FIFTEEN YEARS & 1 DAY OLD ! lol.

it's wednesday alrdy. and tml i thursday. then tml the tml will be friday. so, SATURDAY PLEASE COME ASAP. i need my sleep ! LOL !

MONDAY
someone told me smth. YES, chat w me first. cus i still dont knw you girls. haha ! but still, i'm willing la. :D:D you all are pretty & TALL girls ! hahaha ! :D and if i'm still in chinese dance, your will be my zhu nu'er = junior =/ LOL ! this is what i told my parents in the past. as in, junior as zhu nu'er. LMAO !

TUESDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! HAHAHAHA! -.-

received many presents for this birthday too. THANK YOU FRIENDS !

SOKHWEEERJIE , RUTING & ... Evandor ? [SORRY, TILL NOW, I STILL DONT KNW HOW TO SPELL YOU NAME =/] came to my class. haha. thank you ! the present is cute. i didnt open in school but at home :D

then, assembly. received letter from CAIXUANDARLING. haha. very touching too. do what you like but the only thing is, must not regret. (: though sometimes we still look back at those memories. only you knw what i'm talking about ? idk.

after that, received two big plastic bags from SYLVIAAHYI. lol. got my clique, inside got another box from CONSTANCE & CAROLYNLAUGHINGMUSHROOM. couple sotong. LOL ! actually both also girl lehs. just that got split prsonality that's why diff color. LOL ! busy giving out letters i wrote fr people. haha ! your face like damn shock lor. -.- LOL !

there's test during POA. only knw some. i'll FLUNK for sure. yes, i'm confident. dont say anything like, dont be humble. haha. YC always says one ... LOL !
oh ya ! ERIC gave me a teddy bear keychain. haha. i tot it will be sotong when he told me one night before my bday. LOL ! it's cute la.

why didnt i type his nickname ? hahahaha ! got reason. (: THANK YOU ! :D maths, late. but luckily me&KAITINGAHMA got in when XIANFUDKA's at the door. thank you cus he signalled to us. haha !

i lazy to elaborate after recess the lesson excet EFL. received the replies from CAIXUANDARLING KIMBERLEYLAOPO & PAMELA ! LOL ! :D very touching. and sorry LAOPO, replied by calling you the wrong status in the morning =/ lol. played during EFL. haha ! ran to the back of the hall to give TIANCHENG gastric pill. must eat at least abit before eating the pill man ! LOL ! ran back again, look behind and saw the teachers looking at me -.- ehs, i never go behind to chat la. LOL !

went canteen for lunch. wanton mee. LOL ! first time as well. played there and went up to class. watched Land of The Dead using NICHOLAS's lappy. it's rated M. -.- VIOLENCE ; AHEM ; ZOMBIES. and i was like, WTFH ! okays, i didnt say out. haha ! they covered my eyes when some NOT-SO-NICE parts reaching. slept for awhile and woke up playing games in the hp. boring cus waiting for A MATHS people and AHYI went back home ...

reached home and waited for JON CHEN to deliver my present. haha ! end up, knwing got one more ; from ABREL. damn shocked that he bought mine as well. haha ! thank you !

went out to visit the doctor. hey, it's NOT cold sores. i applied the WRONG cream and burnt the end of my lips and resulted this thing. haha ! in the process of recovering !!! :D:D:D

and while waiting to collect medicine, i received message from ___ wishing me happy bday! it's been a long time since i last chatted w you la. that was like, about 2 years ago ? haha ! surprised that you still rmb my bday. pri 5 to 6 crush ! lol. i think pri mates knw who this person is. haha. and chatted about the pri school stuffs. saying last time we CRUSHED on each other very cute/funny. LOL ! i agree la. haha !

WEDNESDAY
MR ANG confiscated mine&CAROLYN's rubber band -.- after history when walking past staff room. suay ; last time he also didnt do anything and W/O warning lehs. and he gave us those kind of LAN rubber band. you dont want hair, we girls want hair loh ! LMAO ! went for pe. and idk what's wrong w MDM LIM la. we were saying her son paiseh-ed her ystd during EFL so now she angry. HAHA ! =/ i knw we were bad but for nothing she came to OUR class and say why the girls sitting in our own groups.

PUH-LEASE loh. we every pe lesson also liddat can ?! -.- say us when MR YEO didnt even say anything la ! ... shuttle run. alright, first attempt w AISYAH. i forgot the timing. 2nd attempt w XIANFUDKA. i fell when running back -.- my legs suddenly turned jelly. like, gosh ! and i knew i was going to fall soon. lol. hurt my knee caps and left palm. very weird, i kept laughing after i fell. ERIC told me how i fell after pe. LOL ! went to 3/7 to ask for rubber band since my class the girls no one has extra. LOL ! thank you PAMELA for giving me. haha. she said so [: LOL !

ENGLISH&CHINESE teachers didnt come. LOL ! free period. chatted outside until MR ANG came -.- went home after that. now my legs are still aching after the jelly legs. LOL !

i knw it's a long post. LOL ! pictures on another day. no time alrdy. (:

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changed skin. the previous PINK JUDGE skin cant read my posts. weird.
cant find any nice ones. so just take this first :D
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Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.
- Anonymous

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The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.
- Annonymous

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have I REALLY gotten over it. or am i deceiving myself and not wanting others to be worried? i dont even knw the answer! god, save me! i really need an answer. i knw you may have gotten over it.

i hate the past, seriously! but there's no reason for me to hate you. there's no hate when there's love! sometimes, i'm wondering... why some fking things do happen on me. why cant life be smooth for me? maybe, if it's smooth, it isnt life anymore ? 6 more days to school reopens. and yes, we cant possibly avoid each other forever ? maybe, facing the reality is the best. but still, i guess, i need more time to do so. one and a half month isnt enough, so dont say one month! yes, i told myself not to think about it. but idk why that sometimes w/o knwing, i WILL think of past. ; of the movies, the outings, the mac & everything. fking hell! i penned down every lil thing and told myself that never ever look back. HAHA! it's easy to say, but hard to do so! i guess things do happen w a reason. but sometimes, w/o any reason too. f!

conclusion : i need more time! LOL!
yesyes, please say that i'm naggy or whatever. i hate this thing! fking arsehole! :D

hwrk hwrk! my lips are so dry. f!

i love pizza! ;D

i'm very fine now :D finally, i knw how to manage some things well w the encouragement from people. ((: thank you! 我终于放下了 ; 不再想这么多了. HAHAHAHA!

someone told me this : no point thinking about it since it's alrdy fixed, and cant possibly change the fact anymore. the more you think about it, the more sad you are. WAHAHAHA. true enough! :D my mood was better during recess after thinking through what that person told me. yes, and eating one stick of pocky helps too. HAHA!

when i was about to reach home just now, i took and my phone and realised someone edited my "My Notes". LOL. someone edited smth like , "i am no longer who i am". okays la. i did not type out everything. haha. i roughly knw who you are okays! LOL! but i'm still the same. YEO XUN RU EILEEN! :D no change. i wont change just bcos of some _ things. (:

one sentence using small font. HAHA! for the first time, idontloveyounomore. (:

nothing can describe. EFFING hell!

I HATE IT! I HATE THIS EFFING FEELING.

i deleted the previous post. i dont knw why. i just had an urge to delete everything, even my blog!

sorry then. i really have nothing to say alrdy. i do hope you read this for the last time, one more time will do. or maybe wont alrdy. cus, somehow, i dont knw how and what to reply you. yes, i'm typing it openly. i dont want to make it black anymore.

you msged. i read. i cried. i dont understand. tears just came down uncontrollably. even when i didnt bother to think about it. i dont think anyone can understand how i'm feeling now. forget it.

thanks for letting me know, anyway. two routes. one yours ; one mine. that's it!

i'm really outta words. nothing can descibe it.

sometimes i really dont understand. why?! that three words appeared in the msg. i really really really dont understand it. i woke up happily and things turned out to be like this. i think the only way now is _ and _ .? i'll try to. gimme some time, pls. i swear i'll forget about you and concentrate on my studies fully! and i'm sure, you've alrdy done it! sorry! perhaps, it's alrdy so wrong right from the start. what's done cannot be undone? this sentence is TOTALLY SO WRONG! maybe for some things, yes. one more week of school and i can seriously make full use of june hols to avoid thinking about things which happened since term1. hopefully... but still, thanks for some of those nice memories you've given me in the past few months. though i dont think they meant much to you?, but still , i appriciate it alot. thank you!

i shall hide it now. everything's gna be fine, soon! (:

mr. bean's holiday

TODAY
went out w yuezheng after school. went cineleisure. watched mr. bean's holiday. funny and lame? lols! holiday! haha! saw a pair of shoes very nice! it's pink la! told bro about it when he reached home. $350+. i shall save money. -.- err... okays, fine! never mind. LOL! when leaving cineleisure, i couldnt open the door. glass door. -.- too heavy. haha! no strength to open -.- funny can! and the go where?! -.- walked around aimlessly. not really actually. did think of some places. but still sort of aimlessly. walked around for an hour. fast ehs?! didnt know that until yz said the time. haha! so left. took train to marina bay and then ... [: it's all about the same thing again. haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYLVIA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYLVIA AHYI!

there's maths test on THURSDAY difficult. no confidence at all. the last few qns are so damn difficult lor. and i actually forgot about standard forms. and the recess bell rang. so teacher said those who wanted to go for recess can give their papers to her. i stayed back during recess. there were some more people la. and i think i was the last to give mdm wong my paper. ms leong helped me to call mdm wong's ext no. cus i dont dare to. haha! thank you! ^^ and reflection. i was supposed to talk about newspaper article but i left it in my locker. -.- saw mr ong. he came back. not sure for what. haha! and some people were happy. i dunno, for me. LOL! he's nice la. chemistry remedial was cancelled. everytime one. lols. history only. copied notes and ended. did some hwrk while waiting for olivia and dajie in class. and chatted w xian fu and qiyu. walked around and went in a room to chat w them plus two more guys. lame la! nothing to do. went back class again. and finally, their lesson had ended. haha! went home. ((:

FRIDAY
cross country. waited for bro's friend to come down. saw him for the first time. lols. and said bye to parents then waited for dajie at the bus-stop. took bus to bishan park. damn muddy la the grass there. shoes dirty. mudddddd. ran/walked w sok hwee and hueyzhen. haha! it's a miracle that we ran lor. and some more i think it's the first time in three years/times that i reached the ending point so fast can! sweating like dunno what. and i sprained dao my ankles again. took pictures w the girls. haha.

and congrats to liting, jenny, ian, weijun, jianwu who got first 20?? haha. i only rmb these names.

dismissed at 10am sharp. were deciding whether to go home bath but nevermind. went to the mac and they had their breakfast. not hungry so never eat. thanks for the ice milo. haha! and very funny lor. lols. one by one left to go home. so me and yuezheng took bus to station and went vivo city. walked around. very tired. -.- eyes were closing. legs very pain and tired at that time. we were hungry so had our lunch at mac. haha. finally can sit. and very funny lor. 6 packets of chilli and left w only 1 in the end. haha! and they reached le. haha. met outside the ticket booth. epic movie.

and liting's pretty. ruting as well. haha. i love her tie la. :D cool! everyone's in their home clothes except for us. -.- lols. smelly ones. went in. just nice. haha! a few ads only jiu start le. haha. meaning we were almost late. LOL! overall, the show is abit gross/disgusting. LOL! very short but still funny la! haha! willy wonka. spelt correctly? went J8 after that. took neoprints. i took only 2. cus wasnt in the mood. and after the second one, my toe couldnt move -.- so i went out of the machine. and sat there. lols. almost cried but still tried to hold back my tears ((: sorry to everyone who were there. damn paiseh. =/ haha! and thanks for making me smile. i was damn moody at that time plus i was tired as well. ((: xiexie. shopped around for sylvia's present. but in the end, never buy anything cus dunno what to buy. some guys asked me for my number. -.- lame de. didnt give and they asked for the second times. vulgarities 一大堆 when they walked away! lols. and they said sth which made me damn paiseh la. and i looked the other direction and laughed after that. LOL! walked around again. some went into the arcade and as yuezheng and i were in sch attire at that time, we stayed outside. guitars. he looked at the price. lol. we went wow. wahaha! LOL! $200-$300. i can save till siao la! okays la, actually also got $100+ one de. haha! and walked around again w him like dunno what. tiring legs of ours. left at about 6+pm. were outside the station waiting for sok hwee and nicholas but they are at the platform already. lol. before that heard someone singing. his singing is fantastic okays. ((: haha! rushed home to watch 7pm show.

bye.going to grands house now. i'm having flu again. cus it's saturday today. EVERY!

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just reached home not long. just had a flu tablet. haha. i took a packet of tissue paper to grands house and came back w none. and i even used the box of tissue there. just that i didnt finish using it, which is a good thing! haha! had dinner. and we 捞余生-ed. dont know if i typed it correctly. ate the food. i love the crispy thingy. 饼干..? haha! so yeahs, left after awhile cus bro wants to watch his soccer thingy. i'm so tired of having flu every saturday. -.- sickening! bye!

oh ya! the pink color fonts are the sentences which i had added in due to some boredom. LOL! and i edited some of the sentences as well. XD

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

i shall update now since i have the time to do so. haha!

anyway, HAPPY CNY!

NEW YEAR EVE.
woke up at about 12plus?? i forgot. was having flu again. went to the station to take chem book from him. thank you! ((: went home and prepared myself. haha. reached grands house for reunion dinner. watched tv, chatted and all that. nothing much actually. left at about 9+pm and had a flu tablet. went to bed at about 1am.

FIRST DAY OF CNY.
reached grands house(dad's side :) at about 3+pm. red packets! LOL! had lunch/dinner and watched tv. played blackjack. haha! and was having fun taking photos w girl cousins. haha! :D bro wanted to go visit someone at orchard the pool place. we wanted to go. but in the end, only marcus went. ((: we all went his house after that. ooh. red packets again. XD went to the kitchen. people playing mahjong. i think i've spelt it wrongly. and i was thinking, it's so difficult to play! haha! yesyes! but still, many people know how to play. LOL. were in the room taking pictures again. haha! and transferred pictures in and all that. funfun! left at about 12mn. oh yeahs! :D took more pictures on the way back home, w bro. haha! he's funny la! look at the pictures will make me laugh only. =/ so, slept at 2plus. later!!! [:

SECOND DAY OF CNY.
woke up at 12+. okays, late la. went to grands house(mum's side :). raining. dad said it's the first time in 10years?? LOL! cus normally cny the weather is hot and bright one. haha! red packets! wahahah! :D it's been so long since i last saw them. haha! nephews and niece are so cute and funny! haha! were laughing when they were "quarrelling". LOL! nahs, not really! [: had lunch there and chatted. played. smsed. okays, my phones were giving me a damn problem this time. damn pekchek! maybe bcos i kept changing the sim card?? LOL! who knows. but slow. haha. we all left at 6+pm. went 2nd aunt's house the coffee shop there had our dinner. adult relatives all there. haha. err... LOL! :D haha, bro brought his BIG milk bottle. i want la! LOL! it's nice to hug it though it's hard and got coins sound -.- LOL. on the way back to the block, we saw Yvonne Lim (林湘萍). cool man! LOL! pretty! she was w two other people. went up and watched Little Man. LOL! the ending was rather touching. haha! wanted to watch tv but... wahaha! so funny. but still, watched while playing. i forgot that it's monday that day. and i missed the 7pm show and a lil of 9pm's. LOL! playedplayed. left at 12+ again. slept at 2+ again..?

THIRD DAY OF CNY.
woke up at 12+. stayed at home the whole day. watched tv. studied for both sciences. onlined. and i seriously think that teachers shouldnt have given tests just after CNY. LOL. cus, cny people will only play. yeahs. but nevermind, it's over! [: went to bed at 12+. but could only fall asleep at about 2+ -.- aww ~ late la!

FOURTH DAY OF CNY.
had difficulty waking up. too tired. wahaha! went to school w a very ... got nagged early in the morning. LOL! just bcos of... and, i downgraded my phone -.- my phone got problem. cannot receive/send message. cannot call out/receive calls. so sad man! reached school. studied abit of chemistry. returned the book to him. okays, lessons started. LOL. not in the mood though. mdm wong is back. chemistry paper was tough. physics was not any better! LOL. had english after that. was running up and down after physics. -.- LOL! tiring! and i actually tot today was thursday. last night as well. =/ haha!

so yeahs, going northpoint w mum later. i wanna top up my prepaid card! my line card the sms has already exceed like dont-know-what already. LOL! and there's english test tml. what the..? bye!

nice week ((:

Physics and Chemistry tests are on next wednesday! okays, can you imagine both sciences on the same day? -.- i can go mad, alright! so yeahs, i'll start w monday first. oh well, TUESDAY. i've forgotten things happened on that day. mrong was damn angry during maths. blood boiled up la. his face damn red. and know what? almost everyone in the class got chua tio-ed when he shouted out of a sudden can! -.- i wanted to talk to kaiting but he shouted so i was like, okays, fine. later then! LOL! had chinese test. oh my! damn tough for me la! i didnt even know how to read some words. so chim one! -.- EFL! was talking and laughing throughout the whole session. haha! [: and 郑老师 told me to pass down the message : there's another paper tml. cus the test consists of 2hours. i went, "walau" haha!

WEDNESDAY. valentine's day! haha. went to school and saw many people w bags of presents. haha. yes, me too. oh, it's also my first time giving people. haha! so high on this day! :D hueyzhen mama was damn funny and i was very paiseh can! keep teasing me! received alot too ((: haha. thanks people! :D the second row of my fridge is all mine. haha! =/ LOL! kaiting and i thought that no one was in the mood of studying on this day la. cus no one was listening during lesson time and kept talking non-stop! haha! except for physics la. LOL! during maths, mrong didnt say anything. hmmm... maybe not much. he kept writing those valentine's thingy on board and taught maths. haha! eg. money cant buy love; but i love money! he wrote alot la. he apologised to the people he scolded. he said he was in the wrong. o.O haha! had 2nd paper during chinese. and kaiting and i asked teacher, jokingly, if we could postpone the paper cus it's valentine's day! haha! and i actually called careless boy as clever boy! haha! and 郑老师 and careless boy laughed. and after that, 郑老师 called me sotong, just like what they called me. -.- aww ~ damn paiseh la! haha! was checking my answer when teacher said it's time to pass up. but teacher gave me more time.

and when i walked to teacher to give her my paper,
i asked, "eh? 只剩下我一个没有pass up ah?"
then teacher said, "ya lor"
me: then why you gimme more time?
郑老师: cus you're a sotong mah
and i went -.- walao! teacher you also say this. and careless boy laughed. -.- lol!

after school, dajie helped me buy prepaid card. lunched w her at central. chatted till about 3+ and left. bought a few more rochers. smsed and when i reached home and checked again, it's the same except the back! ohwell. haha! dajie's cookies are nice!

THURSDAY. gave out the rochers to the people i promised to give them. haha! first period was POA! test... ugh! it's damn tough this time round. 50marks. ): i forgot some when i saw the questions. stupid la! i think i'll fail this time round. went for recess after maths lesson. and there are cards pasted on the wall opp the bookshop. saw one when i walked past it. LOVE IS IMPERFECT! oh yeahs? i totally agree w this person. haha! fire drill of sth at about 12pm. LOL! why choose that time? the whole school had to assemble at the parade area and it's damn hot can! haha. so sai/shit. LOL. 晒. i think we stayed there for at least 15mins to half an hour?? had abit of history after that. stayed in class after school for awhile. xianfu said jokes. lame/cold jokes. me and kaiting remembered vividly about the OH SHIT! joke! that's the funniest i think, for us. (: hueyzhen and shiyun came and chatted together. left after joleen and constance and weijun were back from A maths. went bubble tea shop for lunch w them. chees fries! :D yuezheng asked me whether i wna go cc or not. i didnt know so i replied see first. haha. and after that ian asked me. lol! so went for awhile. thanks hueyzhen and shiyun for accompanying me. haha. actually weijun stayed as well la. haha. he played bball w the guys. stella's there. chatted w her abit and left at about 3+??

TODAY. realised that i didnt bring my keys -.- smsed. haha! no mw. lessons were being brought foward. late for pe cus we didnt know what time. 2 rounds outside the school. i ran okays! we were the second last?? lols. never mind, at least we did run. played bball - abc after that. maths. i didnt know what teacher was teaching. cus i wasnt paying attention -.- again! one hour of recess yet i didnt know what to eat. okays, i dont eat. i drink. haha! :D read the LOVE thingy pasted on the wall. and kaiting they all read the L is ... O ... v ... E ... haha! and i saw one. LOVE IS BLIND!

and it makes me, now, think that... nobody's perfect so nobody can make love a perfect one, right?

and now, sth came to my mind. the 9pm had this question on tuesday or wednesday i think. WHAT IS LOVE? the guy actually said love is 大便! lols. i laughed like mad la. haha! everyone defines love differently. okays, this is also from the show. and i asked kaiting and she told me "love is a two-way traffic". love is a very complicating thing to me which is something that we cant explain at all.

back to the topic. (: went to the hall after recess. CNY celebration/performance. haha! RHD! chatted at the back. damn crap la the people. back to class.msong came to teach kim and tiancheng physics. 顺便 teach me. i really dont get it until the very last minute. haha. and i kept smsing there. sorry! and i asked if i can go if i have to. haha. she said can. i didnt bring my keys, as stated above. so went out. so, left after yuezheng came. i mean, after 10 mins or so? called ian. make me so luan only. were deciding where to go. causeway point in the end. watched Ghost Rider. LOL. shopped around and after that up again to buy the drinks and popcorn. i got scared one time la. just bcos of the sound. -.- damn loud can! 2hours! haha. my drink still got alot la. cant finish and the popcorn too. =/ hehe. saw ian jon.ong and jiahua there. they pierced their ear. both Js if not wrong. didnt see how they look w the new piercing. they watching Just Follow Law. chatted awhile and left. went back to school cus we both left our textbooks in school. but too bad, the guard didnt allow us in. he said the shutters were down already. no choice. mine's wednesday lehs! haha! bus-ed to station and said goodbye at the station door stairs there at about 5+pm??. haha. thanks for the treat! ((: ran home from the station. haha! legs damn tired. haha. cus raining mahs.

i'm damn hungry now. skipped lunch and bro went out. parents will only be back at about 10+. ): haha! shall find things to eat later. physics is making me DAMN mad! and, i just realised that it's a DAMN long post today! hahaha! headache le bah? bye!

Joyful 6 days

i shall update on this week thingys. haha! [: gonna be another long post, i think. so, the same, i shall start with today's ((:

SATURDAY
went out with dajie, jonathan, _ and yuezheng. met dajie and waited for yz and went ps together. haha! while waiting for jc and _ to come, we went kopitiam for ... to eat? haha. me and dajie shared the dont-know-what's-that-called. i dropped the whole ice cream on the table. =/ lols. and i was laughing like mad can! ]: myour vanilla ice cream! LOL! sorry dajie. haha. and after what seemed like eternity, they reached after some time. =/ LOL. i exaggerate too much. haha. so we were deciding what movie to watch. so in the end, we decided to watch Happy Birthday. err... i dont get what the movie is talking about. haha. all about happy birthday?? LOL. we were damn cold inside. i was shivering in the theatre and after that as well. so we went koptiam to have hot drinks. haha! nice. was having headache cus to cold. haha! and trained to amk for dinner. early. 6+ to 7+ haha! actually having dinner in sumo house but... haha. sorry guys. so went mac for dinner. funny la! LOL. :D:D after dinner, jc went home so went amk hub. nothing much inside. was laughing at this particular thing which dajie said. =/ LOL. too high! and dajie and yz sent me to station and i trained to bishan. thank you. said bye and went up. met mum and dad there. aww~ slow! LOL. went home after that. [: take care, girl. ((: i'm rude to call you girl. haha!

FRIDAY
no morning assembly and mw and pe due to the rain. LOL. so stayed in class for two hours plus and read storybook. i read dajie's book. very interesting. haha! xiexie. read till chapter 13 in two hours. haha! i wanna read again. maths was next. nothing much actually. then english?? haliff lent me his ghost story after recess. thank you! and someone actually said what spooky things when i was reading at night. what the?? and then recess and chinese. had zuo wen again. letter writing. teacher lost her voice. lol. and when i asked her qns she kept pointing to the board. i didnt know what she meant so i anyhow write. =/ LOL. and i asked her sth, she wrote me the words when i already know how to write. -.- never mind. haha! went home with hueyzhen mama, sylvia ahyi, shiyun and joleen. haha! funny on the way to the station. they played with my water bottle. -.- kept spraying water at each other. LOL.

WEDNESDAY
i got to know something. something bad. never mind. me and hueyzhen accompanied sylvia and joleen after school for the library thingy. left with hueyzhen at about 2.30pm. haha. studied for POA but in the end, no test the next day. haha. never mind. more time to study. haha!

TUESDAY
went for dental checkup in the morning. -.- the dentist said clean still made till my teeth bleed. haha! everyone's the same, i think? get the braces form from the dentist. she said i can if i want. haha! LOL. got back retest test paper. haha. guess what? i JUST PASSED again. damn la! i wanna get higher! but good thing my result didnt slide down. cus before the test, mdm wong said if deprove by one mark then have to serve one hour of dc. =/ went northpoint with shahril to buy lunch home. haha. and went to take a nap. and when i woke up, my voice was like... so rough la. then when my bro asked me to try to cough and talk again, it's still the same. haha! and we laughed together. LOL. damn nan ting la! but after drinking a few mouths of water, my voice was slightly better. haha! mac is heaty. LOL

so i shall end my post here. otherwise it will get longer than this. haha! i'm so tired after going out for a whole day. LOL. my knee caps hurt. too cold will like that. fell too many times and never treat it fast. haha! byebye!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

MY 2007 NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS
#1 lesser vulgarities from me
#2 be a good girl :D
#3 study more ; play lesser
#4 achieve better grades in maths and both sciences
#5 buy lesser things which are not neccessary
#6 be more patient with people
#7 chat lesser and pay attention during lesson

well, i shall edit if i still can think of others. cus i've forgotten some which i thought of last night. haha! and my phone really got problem receiving messages? someone replied me and i actually received it an hour later! LOL. never mind. my phone is like that one. abrel told me his also like that. school's reopening in about 32 hours' time. my math not that good, so if calculated wrongly, pls dont ever blame me. haha! bye for now.

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i shall edit cus i dont wanna post another new one. haha. went northpoint with parents. bought pens and other things. saw a phone. very nice. think it's N7390. PINK. the color is very sweet. but it's expensive. $300++ to $400++. haha! and, bought ear sticks and replaced my second earstud on the spot. aww ~ pain, la! and i bought Gary Cao Ge Superman! :D:D and, i left with not much money! aww! never mind. shall save money again. ((: and, we actually forgot about my sim card. -.- shall buy it another day. bye!
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