Review,

Hello, readers (whom I think no one will be reading anyway) !

Shall do a yearly review right now. I rmb doing friends review on the last day of 2009.

Anyway, this year... I must say that it isn't a good one. But it'll be over soon, in 1 day's time (:

January

I had a fantabulous New Year celebration w clique that night. I rmb us exchanging belated xmas gift. Then, I was still working at CityGas. My second month there. It was a good experience, I must say ! (: Gotta learn how to handle my stress bcos memorising those shitz are rlly tough ! Then I got to knw some people there. One of the colleagues there were from AndSS too ! What a small Singapore. 

 February 

CNY reunion dinner w Clique at VivoCity. Then it was CNY and my maternal Grandpa passed away on the first day. It was a brking news bcos no one had expected that as he was still well a few days ago. Stayed at Bedok for the funeral. And I must say, thankyou to you for accompanying me via text though I knw how bz you were. Thanks and sorry. 

March

Last month working at CG ! Then off to M'sia w half the clique on the 20th. First overseas trip w friends. Loving it a lot ! 4D3N if not wrong. I'm sure there'll be more upcoming ones. Seriously looking forward to it <:

April, May, June

The start of smth new. TBH, I dont like poly life. It's too much for me to handle. Alrdy having problem w studies the first wk when it started. Yeah, lousy right ? I knw. Then May came. The seriously emo period of my life in this year. People whom I told before would knw why. June was another bad month. If not for it, I guess everything will be different and I wouldn't have thought so much about overcoming smth (: I blame myself for that. 

July

My birthday. This year there wasn't much celebrations for me compared to the previous years. Everyone's bz w their own lives. But I'm still happy about the presents received. Bwahahah. TYPICAL GIRLS ! Thanks people for the presents.

August, September, October

Mid-sem exams. Studied like dk what. Used 2wks to cover the chapters Idk. I suck at physics and Amaths. So, basically it's the whole course modules. LMAO ! Then it's the sem brk for 1.5mths. SHINee World Concert (SG) w Shinyou and her friend. K, it was awesome. Saw all my loved ones. Worked at Taka together w Amzar. We kept taking the chocolates to eat. Working there is totally damn relaxing. Knw a few friends. Mindy - who's my ex-junior from AndSS :D Then Phoebe. This girl... She's totally not her age but love going out w her :D Then worked for 3wks and off we go ! :D Enjoyed my last wk of holidays before sch started. New modules are horrendous. Okay, not rlly but I couldn't cope at first. ESP DFUND and Hydraulics. Bought a pair of skates. Darling joined as well (;

November

Term tests... I don't have much confidence actually. Still hoping for the very best actually bcos I spent some time studying... Chilli's belated celebration tgth w his friends. I guess, no matter how hard we tried to avoid, things that wna come to us, will eventually be back. They are so inevitable. 

December

Term brk started on 16th December. Actually term tests were in this month too. K, forget it. LOL ! Went jogging w Mr Z a few days after he's back from his school trip. Then it was another 2x agn. And we went shopping and/or chill out.Thanks for all the words. Went out w Bestie and Wifey on separate days alone :D Long time no see ! (;

In Conclusion: 2011 has been a not-so-bad year for me. I guess it was only bad in the mid-year. 1more day to 2012. I shall pray hard that 2012 will be a good one. I knw there'll be many problems that we'll be facing next year esp when you're going for NS soon. But I guess this is what everyone will be facing one day (: We'll overcome it together ! (:

Tml's clique chalet ! Though only some will be attending, I guess that's not too bad after all (: I'll be spending my NEW YR EVE AND FIRST DAY OF 2012 w clique ! (: Love them so much. They're the ones who accompanied me thru the darkest moments ! (: Thanks for all the laughter that you guys brought me. 

I love having h2h talks w my loved ones. 

SHINee,

Hi, it's been a long time ! (:

Shall summarise

• Exams were disastrous. Cfm to take supp papers. 16th is the release of results ! /prayshard
• CCA: Skating on fridays. I learnt how to back-skate. Gotta work harder on t-brk and snake.
• Smth good and bad happened on 3rd Sept, which confused me a lot ! ):
• Dad's bday on 3rd Sept too. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! Bought him smth practical.
• Brkfast w clique on 4th as SY will be away from town for a month long ! ): Tkcare friend.
• Prata @ Jln Kayu and animal farm after that (w/o SY) ! 
• Marina Barrage and had our Garrett Popcorn there.
• Played pool w Jeff, WJ and YS the next day. Was late though.
• Had my Astons > Slacked @ TCC > Sch for skates
• Skates, as usual. Then headed to XLK's chalet. Had a mini gathering w 6c'04 there.
• SHINee World Concert (Singapore) on the 10th w Constance and her friend, Elvina !
• SWCSG was a blast ! Awesome max ! :D 
• And I only rested for one day for the whole of one wk, which is wednesday !
• Today's the first day to rest for this wk ! (:

Next up, I have

• Mini clique gathering before YY flies off for a wk ! 
• Work @ Taka
• F1 grand finale 
• Skates chalet
• Small getaway 
• Many more skates session to attend to get my seal points ! ):
• AND ... 2PM's concert ! Gotta save money from now onwards ! :D

Talked to Shinyou on concert night. Thanks, shin ! (: I love the words you told me and appreciated a lot ! (: I find it quite true too. You opened my heart ! :D Bwahahah ! <3

PS, I still can't forget the things that happened during SHINee World Concert (SG) ! :D LOVE  THEM TO BITS ! And "My first kiss went a little like this... And twist." - Key and Taemin ! :D Jonghyun's solo gave me goosebumps ! I'm sure that he's singing for me though !! ^^ 

Hello, and Goodbye,

Hello ! :D

21st July was Mum's birthday. Her lady boss booked a room for us and we stayed there one 2D1N :D Took a direct bus outside school to MBS to meet parents. Bro came after awhile. Started preparing and went for dinner. Aunts and Grandma came at 7plus. Went up to Skypark :D The scenery was oh-so-AWESOME-ttum !! It's magnificent to be precise ! :D Bad thing was, Bro actually forgot to bring his memory card though he brought his DSLR ! So I had to lend him mine even though I brought camera to Skypark. 

Chilled at Beanstro w family after Aunts and Grandma left. I had double hot chocolate w marshmallow. That's what I called LIFE ! Enjoying life to the max ! :D Went back hotel and fell aslp halfway while texting. 

Woke up the next morning, prepared and went up to Skypark agn w parents only. Bro went up for swimming session for 2hrs before we woke up. Then packed, put things in car. Brkfast and checked out after meeting lady boss and family. 

Headed home and took my nap for 2hrs even after having a short nap omw home. This shows how tired I was. Plus I was having bad flu. Overslept and late in meeting best bud luckily he was patient enough to wait for me :D Supposed to walk arnd northpoint but due to the lack of time, we decided to head to Tampines and had Macs for dinner instead ._. Ate very fast, but not so fast. Reached school and he left for his TPSU camp while I went for my skating session :D A senior knew that I had bad flu so he lent me his skates but didnt expect me to skate. So for that 3hrs, I was sitting at one spot. Then two CKT mentors came to find me and we chatted all the way till skates ended. 

From one of the mentors > skating > how dangerous sports are > injuries > KPOP > ghost stories ! Funny things happened after the ghost stories session bcos I didnt dare to enter the girls' toilet. LOL ! Headed home after that. Next skating session will be skating from school to ECP !! O:

Tonight,

Hello,

It's very weird for me to update this time of one of the wkdays. But since I've nth to do now while waiting for my hair to dry, I shall update a lil now (:

Had Timbre w clique one day after Chalet w X1102 ended. Went to Timbre @ Old School. Took lotsa photos there and Shinyou dedicated a msg for me that night ! ♥ 

♥ 

♥ 

Shall dry my hair now and go to bed soon ! 10am lesson tml ! Sucks ! ): Goodnight ! 

Let's Forget About The Unhappiness,

The last challenge ! (:

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
I've nvr been confident about myself ever since young. I've low self-esteem. People always say, hey you're good blahblahblah but I dont think so. I've no reason why either. But I do have to admit that I love my nose at times. HEHEE !

Photos time (;

I looked as if I had horns

Idk whose house it is but I love the Minnie !

***The End***

Lighters,

My 800th post, finally ! :D

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Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
A few girls. I wont list out your names (: Everyone's busy w our own things right now so I guess everything shall be written down in my diary or private blog (:

---To Be Cont'd---

Smile,

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Z. He changed my life from bad to good (: Perhaps it all started when I realised I had feelings for him (: OR MAYBE NOT. MAYBE NO ONE AT ALL (:

---To Be Cont'd---

Lonely,

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
None. I knw many people for more than a day ! (:

Down To Earth,

Another two days that I didnt update ! Reached home at 8plus ystd and fell aslp while watching Ah Di. LOL ! Watched Incredible Tales and went to bed at 11plus. SUPPOSED to be falling aslp arnd that time too but who knws that freaking fan had to be spoilt at 12plus. Then I fell aslp at 1plus in the morning. Thanks ah, LOVELY fan !

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Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
I guess no one I knw is going thru the worst of times right now ? Perhaps, some of us who are struggling and trying to cope w studies ? I'm one of them ): Trying my best now as I've missed 2days of lesson due of my illnesses. Freaking weak immune system I have !

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
That freaking nice guy friend I made in poly, AMZAR ! (: Thanks for always being the one who'll be there for me whenever I'm feeling down or happy or freaking high or fazhu. Although smth bad happened in between but I'm rlly relieved and happy that we actually managed to overcome that stupid obstacle and back to talking terms again. In fact, as close as how we were in the past ! Yes, we'll forget about it very soon (: Thanks for listening to my woes most of the time and also letting me throw tantrums at you as and when I like and also pinch you like there's no tml (I likey) ! ^^ I knw I'm always the one ignoring you for nth (or maybe there is just that I didnt tell you) and then you'll keep asking me bcos you're concern abt me. Thankyou ! I may not be one of your best friends in poly, but I rlly hope that our friendship will last, like what you told me a few days ago ! :D Yknw I've nvr wanted to lose you as my friend bcos yknw me inside out w/i these two months in poly ! Idk how we did it too ! But I'm still glad to have you and knw you ! <; I knw this blog is locked, but I rlly hope that YOU WONT FORGET ABOUT OUR DEAL ABOUT YOUR SMOKING HABIT ! :D A few more days to your Macs deluxe breakfast from me ! :D

---To Be Cont'd---

Even Brighter Than The Moon,

Timbre w friends last evening to celebrate Wei Xiong's big day ! :D Had a blast one !

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Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
I've alrdy given that person a second change (: And we're back to close friends once again. 'Nuff said (:

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That's to make it up to ystd's post since I didnt update. Here's today's (: Dont tell me about the number bcos I skipped one question on purpose. #23 is kinda sensitive and personal (:

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Z. Anything related to this type of questions will all be linked to Z (: Thanks for the mmrs, Dear. I hope you do well for your A levels and start studying now instead of playing the whole day ! (: Pls do rmb what you once told me in the past. Your dream. I rlly do hope that you still rmb about them.

I told a few of my friends about what we did in the past. It's so hard to forget about them. I wont forget but I'll just safekeep everything at a corner in my heart ! (: I rlly hope that you'll find a girl who's much better than I am, in future ! (: God bless you in everything and whatever you do, ♥

---To Be Cont'd---

Replay,

No school for today bcos it's FRIDAYYYY !! :D But I woke up early to go to school to submit my freaking IGD assignment and both MCs. I think the MC for 28th June has got no use anymore bcos all MCs need to be submitted w/i 2working days. Nice one ah ! ): ESFAC cfm mark me absent alrdy ! ): Went to temple to pray w parents and lunch at Khatib then home and napped till 5plus (; My gastric still hurts freaking much ! WTSHITZ !

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Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
I judge everyone when I first talk to them. But most of the time, I'll be wrong. Just like recently. I need people to tell me what kind of person they are, I'll then believe after things happened. Bcos I'll always defend for that particular person whom we're discussing and didnt trust the person who told me. Yes, that's me ! And I'll regret when things happened. I should learn to be smarter. HAHAH !

---To Be Cont'd---

Why Do I Care So Much For,

I'm absent from school again for today. Not diarrhea this time round. But it's gastric problem. Vomited gastric juice thrice the moment I woke up. Absent from school for 2days in a wk. I hope I can cope w studies sia !

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Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Dear Z,
I knw it's not your fault at all. But bcos I put in more than 100% of love and effort into this r/s, that's why I thought that you're. 2.5years of r/s and also 2yrs of liking you/each other secretly isnt easy to forget. I forgave you bcos I knw that there's nth to be angry about actually. This is just part and parcel of life, isnt it ? (: Take it as an experience learnt. Life has to go on. Move on. Everyone has moved on. I shall too (:

That's it ! (:

Thank You,

Had food poisoning ystd ! Thanks to the chinese stall at Northpoint foodcourt the day before !! Had diarrhea for five times for the first time in my life. But I seriously dont mind if I can slim down from here. HAHAHAH !! Went to school for 3hours and home after that as I couldnt take it anymore. Visited the doctor and he said I had food poisoning. LOL ! And today's Mum's turn to have bad diarrhea ! Ah, thanks ah ! Mine hasnt recovered and it's Mum's turn. Bad day !

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Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
I can't tell if it's a good or bad thing. But one thing I'm sure of, I just dont want to be troubled by this thing and I shall get it out of my mind soon. Yes, very soon. I shall and I will (:

Don't You Cry,

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
The old me. Havent been feeling happy lately ever since smth happened. Only a few knew. Yes, I've been trying to feel happy again. Trying my best to cheer up. Trying to be back to the crazy and retarded eileenY again. But it's kinda hard. I'm still trying my best for everything. Worse is that, new term has started and I've yet to remove that emotions away from me. Promised the ones whom I told that I'll have my smiles hanging on me again, soon.

Shant reveal much over here. And no, pls dont ask me about it after reading.

---To Be Cont'd---

When Funny Is Equivalent To Sadness,

I doubt I'll be switching on my laptop since new term started today. So, I shall just schedule my post for the sake of the 30days challenge (;

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Actually I didnt contact any of my childhood friend. But I rmb there are a few girls who we were my "best friends" in kindergarten. We'd play I don't friend you/her/him. I recently saw two of my kindergarten friends in Yishun. Ah, they're so tall now. I couldnt recognise one of them until my mum told me it's her.

Idk what to update for this as well.

My 5th or 6th birthday

I'm the only one w watch. LOL !

---To Be Cont'd---

White Horse,

Timbre w dearest friends last evening was fun, esp the photo-taking part. I love being w them, alot alot alot !

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/
country

No one. I knw no one who's not in my state/country.

---To Be Cont'd---

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Sometimes, when you walk one step to the wrong path.. That's the end 
of you no matter what. No matter how others assure you that nothing's 
gna go wrong. I dread going to school now.

From Then On,

Shall update before going out w my dearest friends (:


Day 15 — The personthing you miss the most


I changed it to thing bcos I miss my past the most. I wna be a carefree girl who cares about nothing but only eat slp shitz and play like no tml ! I miss the past when there's just YOU in my world. Those were the times I enjoyed myself the most bcos of the memories that led me to nowhere. It's neither here nor there.

Yes, I knw I shouldnt think about it anymore. Was talking to WJ on skype about this last night. Such a good counsellor eh. Thanks for the words and advices. I'll try to move on and stop all these shitz from now onwards.

---To Be Cont'd---

When Smiling Helps No More,

I'm back and feeling down. Real down.

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Idk if this is counted as drifted apart bcos we hardly meet up now. Dajie, Imissyou a lot ! We shall meet up for lunch or dinner one day when we're both free, kay ? Though I knw you wont be reading this. I'll text you some day (:

xx,
eileenY

---To Be Cont'd---

Cry No More,

Day 2 when I'm not at home (:

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
No one. I've alrdy forgiven that person long time ago. So far, no one has ever offended me in a very jialat way ever since that incident ! (: Everyone shall leave in peace - v^^

---To Be Cont'd---

Hello Baby,

While I'm away for the first day ...

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain


I dont hate that person at all (: In fact, I thank him for teaching me a lifetime lesson, which is: to treasure people when they're still arnd you. I guess it's time to learn to let go, like what many people had advised me. I'll.

---To Be Cont'd---

The final breakdown,

An entry before I switch off my laptop and clear my desk and room for a new study table and chair to be arrived on Friday ! :D

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Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Dear Grandpa,

You've be gone for almost 3years. Time passes in the blink of an eye. I knw it wasnt nice to have walked away in that way, in a hospice. But I guess, like what the adults said, you didnt want us to see you leave. You left in the morning after the adults left your ward. It was nvr nice to accept the fact that you're gone and I had to go to school the 2nd day after you left. All I thought was to end school asap and go to your funeral asap !

I rmb when I was still a kid, I was alrdy the do-not-want-to-listen-to-you type. But I dont rmb you nagging at or scolding me at all. I love it when you carry me high up into the air. I rmb when we were still a kid, x {I'm not gna name cousins' names here :D } was kinda scared of you and I was the one who was always glued to you wherever you go even at home. And when x was scared, I showed x that you're not a monster and that there's nth to be afraid of. HAHAH! Those were the very innocent times. Before your house got renovated, I love it when we, the kids then, climbed up to the highest "step" on your gate and you've to carry us down one by one. Despite that, we climbed up again and you've to repeat what you did before. Nonetheless, you told us you enjoyed it. We too ! There's this picnic that I rmb very vividly at ECP w family and relatives. I rode of a 3 or 4 wheels bicycle. Grandpa was behind me all the time. And as I've mentioned in the first sentence, I didnt listen to him. And I rode on an unbalanced pathway and fell down. Heh, it was Grandpa who picked me up. Thankyou.

HAHAHAH ! There's this time when I was at grandparents' house bcos I didnt want to go daycare centre. Dad sent me there and it was lunchtime. Grandpa had to feed me from kitchen to living room bcos I didnt want to eat at all. Kay, I was a very naughty girl in the past. It must be hard on you. Then it was Bro's gameboy or toy. Dad or Mum was angry and threw smth into the rubbish chute. You went down w Bro to the chute just to find back the thing. And from what I rmb, you'd buy toys for Bro when parents didnt want to buy for him. In the past, we always have overnight stay at your house w a few cousins. You'll slp in the living room for us kids to slp in the room w Grandma. But if not wrong, we went to the living room to slp as well as we wanted to have that experience of slping in the living room. LOL ! Then you had to be very careful so as not to step onto us. I love it when you pushed me high up into the sky on the swings. Yes, good memories of the swings started here. But asdfghjkl ! They just had to remove the swings and the climbing things downstairs to build a multi-storey carpark !! UGH !

It was 2007 Nov when we realised that your leg was swollen. We advised you to visit the doctor. You did, together w Aunt. It was then that the doctor said you're diagnosed w cancer. asdfghjkl ! Seriously, why you ?! ): We found out on the last day of your funeral that you were supposed to retire and enjoy life just 2days after you went to visit the doctor ! It was terrible seeing you trying to talk when you'd no strength at all.

Now, we'll have to go to the place where "you" are at to talk to you (: I love the time when Grandma asked me to try the red thingy and it was a success for me being a first timer. LOL ! They always say Grandpa doted on me and Bro the most. I believe so (:

The final breakdown. You're the best grandpa ever, Grandpa Y.
I love you, Grandpa Y.

I'm still trying to find more photos.

---To Be Cont'd---

Yesterday's,

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

This actually applies to some friends in primary and secondary schools. We've drifted apart ever since we graduated from primary and secondary schools respectively. As much as I wanted to meet you, I knw we do not have the time at all. Our timetables will always clash and also the CCAs now. Your projs and mine. But fret not, bcos we're gna have our long hols soon. Meet up soon, girls & boys ! :D There are way too many names to be typed here (: I knw can alrdy. HAHAH

I Hate This Love Song,

For ystd's. I forgot to schedule it (:

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet


My future husband. So that I can save all my tears and anger from the heartbreaks I get.

Enchanted,

Good afternoon, readers ! (:

Shall post this before going out w Mum ltr. Mum finally bought me a new study table and chair from IKEA ! ♥ More space for me to put my laptops, printer and all the nonsensical stuffs :D Love the chair very much though it's not the red chair I wanted initially ! Dinner at IKEA was fulfilling. Chicken wings :D And I love the trolley at IKEA. Remind me of the times when I played kids scooter. Luckily I didnt knock anything or anyone down. Thinking back, it's kinda funny that I could actually balance myself on a double wheel kids scooter but didnt knw how to ride a bicycle back then. LOL ! I shall schedule my post for tml since I wont be at home for the whole of tml :D BBQ W CLIQUE ! ^^

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Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Nothing much about this. I have friends online but I dont have a favourite one. Kbye ! (:

---To Be Cont'd---

Back To The Past,

This post may contain things that you wouldnt want to read. So if you wna read, please do not talk about it after reading. Thanks (:


Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush


Dear Z,
Thanks for the memories you've given me from 2008 to May 2010. There are so many memories to be mentioned here. I thank you for giving in to me for umpteen times and also thanks for tolerating my nonsense in the past. But in fact, we started way back in 2005 - 2007. I guess you alrdy knew my temper way before we got together because I gave you a bit of attitude just a few hours before movie marathon. Heh, I guess I'm the only one who rmb all these lil details.


Like what I've mentioned in my previous post that I didnt knw the meaning of love until a year when Someone was added into my world, again. Yes, we were together in 2005 but I guess back then, I didnt treasure what's mine. Then it started again in 2006 and we started going out in 2007. Many things happened in between 07 and 08. But I thank God for letting such a nice guy into my world in 2008 just a few days after V.day despite having to be separated in the end. Those were the times.


Thanks for going to all the places that I wanted to go and the movies that I wanted to watch. Yes, all along I knw that you dont like to watch romance and kiddish movies but you accommodated me just bcos I wanted to watch all those genres. Thanks for the lovely birthday present back in 2008. I love the way you phrase everything and the MM puzzle that you took one whole night to fix just for my bday, which wasnt meant to lemme knw. You got angry after someone let the cat out of the bag. But it's alr bcos only that I'd knw that you actually put heart into it and that's the first present I ever received from ex(boyf). And also the lovely letter which surprised me after you told me there's smth that you kept in the puzzle. Then it was '08 chalet w the clique. I guess you were surprised by the DIY album I made for you bcos you told me you almost teared after reading it. That's the most satisfying thing I've ever done in my life. And I sang w you the London Choco Roll while walking back to chalet w my sexaye and off pitched voice bcos I had sore throat and my voice was partially gone. SEAL-liked voice, that's what you said. Then it was Valentine's Day. I made you a card and I gave you in advance bcos I thought we wouldnt meet on the actual day. I didnt knw you actually surprised me by dropping a letter into my bag and told me when I reached home. I didnt knw your actions were that fast. Then it was my 17th birthday. Thanks for the lovely necklace and funny love letter. Thanks for putting on the necklace for me and also the birthday treat. I knw that was the first time you ever went shopping alone for a girl's present. Not even your Mum's. On the day when O levels results was released, you consoled me upon knwing my results. You kept telling me that my C.Humans and Chinese were good (': Then it's '09 clique chalet again. Thanks because we rlly had some time alone. Then it was your birthday again. Time flies. This time was a simple present from me that I was damn upset w myself though you kept assuring me that the picture I had chosen was the one you liked the most.


Then you entered JC near my house. You met me after your school for a few times and when your workload got heavier, we stopped meeting after that and only on Saturdays. Thanks for accompanying me on Sats despite you were tired and had lots of work to do / revise. Thanks for texting me everyday be it good or bad. Thanks for talking about our future w me whenever I was bored and whenever we're random. Thanks for imagining our lives together down the road. Even though we had lots of ups and downs, but we managed to go through it for at least 2years. I guess that was enough. I knw that our loves were real to each other because of all the conv we had in the past. People often say that we'll only learn how to treasure smth special after it's gone. Yes, I understand this after May '10. I guess I relied on you too much in the past 2-3years. 3yrs bcos you helped me even before we were together. This reminds me of the day when we spent 4hours at Siloso beach alone months before we got together. HAHAH ! Even though we didnt talk much but I guess it's the companion that matters.

Thanks for encouraging me on the day when I had my last paper last year. Thanks for all the jokes conv you played along on that day all the way till 9pm. Yes, I rmbed. That was like a fairytale story that I thought it wouldnt happen. Thanks for accompanying me via SMS for 3days straight when I told you about my maternal Grandpa earlier this Feb.


I still dont rlly dare to step into the places we've gone before. I shall, therefore, make a wishlist to step into
- Singapore Flyer,
- the river near SF,
- Snow City
- Museums (though I've alrdy been to one w CX Darling)
- Grand Cathay (though I've been there just ystd for the ladies)
- Henderson Waves
- Marina Barrage (Yes, I've been there once w clique for picnic after that. I gathered my courage to do so !)
- Chalets (there's one class chalet coming and I'm still contemplating though I've alrdy paid)
- Esplanade
- Sentosa

and many more. Some songs I listen to still do remind me of you. I knw I'm weird. It's been one year plus since it happened. Yes, we gotta move on but how am I supposed to do it when ... And I saw this tweet that a friend of mine retweeted this morning.

Once you have been hurt, you are scared to get attached again. You have a fear that every person is going to break your heart.

I guess everything that happens to have a starting will eventually have an ending too.There's no fairytale stories existing in this real world. Perhaps there are. But that's only 1/100 (?).  It's kinda hard for me to imagine me and someone else being together. There isnt any sad things mentioned here bcos I wna fill this blog w only happiness (: That's the way life should be. And this is just one-quarter of the things happened in the past. Hehee, everything shall be kept in me ♥

Smth that you drew using my previous camera on V.day '09

---To Be Cont'd---

Superman,

Kay, I was having problem w my Internet for the past 10mins. I think it likes only Bro's laptop but not both of mine !! Biased ass !

Day 6 — A stranger

Dear Stranger,
I knw I am petite and may seem weak but it doesnt mean that you can knock onto me and go w/o saying sorry. Yknw what's the meaning of rude ?! It doesnt mean that you can step onto my toes w/o apologizing.

Thanks for being so polite and said thankyou whenever I helped to open the door, like those bell boy.

Actually I've nothing much for this and I'm almost one hour late for this post.

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Amazed,

Hello,

I'm currently having problems w my IGD proj ! ): Supposed to meet Dajie today to collect our certificate but just before I was about to leave house, I realised that the last day of collection was 31May. Called DJ and it's cancelled. Went down w Dad to collect it instead. Kay, gna go out w two primary schoolmates tml :D Kinda looking forward to it bcos I havent seen one of them for 6years. May there be topics for us to talk about.

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Day 5 — Your dreams

Dear Dreams,

I shall define you as the images happening in my mind when I'm slping. You made all the impossible images in my mind happening when smth has alrdy happened for so long. I can actually dream of the same thing over and over again for a few times on consecutive nights. Do yknw how scary that is ? Also, I dislike having the deja vu feeling ): Though it's quite amazing but I nvr rlly like it at all.

But still, I've to thankyou for letting me dream of my Grandpa for 3times (:

Actually I've nth much for this entry. Dreams are what everyone will have as we will always think of things before going to bed. Yes, that's what human brains are for (; {dont rlly make sense here}

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Love You Long Time,

Hello, :D

Going for a haircut ltr w Mum. My fringe is irritating to my eyes. Shall cut it short. Random paragraph.


Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Dear Bro,
As I've mentioned in the previous post, you're rlly good to your sister unlike some other brothers who will nvr give in to their younger ones. I'm rlly lucky to have you as my elder brother !

I rmb that I was always the one who bullied you and then complaint to Dad that it's the other way round when I was still a kid. HAHAH, those were the times. And I often got you into trouble. I knw you may have hated me in the past and Dad for being biased. But luckily you were sensible enough, like what Mum said, you didnt grow up and turn into a rebellious teenager / adult cus of the past. Yes, there might be arguments between you and I when we were still in primary school. The times when we argued and fought in Sengkang house. But I happy happy times were more than the times we fought and argued.

You'd always buy food back from dk-where back for us to eat. Thanks for all the birthday presents I've gotten from you every year when I didnt buy you any at all ;x Yeah, this year was the first time if not wrong and the shirt was oversized. And thanks for not complaining about it though I knw it doesnt fit. But that's alrdy the smallest leh ! I rmb that there's once when I said the pink torto in Mini Toons was nice and you bought that for my birthday present. Thanks Bro. & I bought you the tomato for x'mas present but end up I took it to hug most of the time and returned it to you after that. Although we still argue at times, but the duration wouldnt last as long as when we were young. The cold war would end in just a few minutes and we're back to talking terms again :D Thanks for being my shield most of the time when Mum was gna beat me for doing smth wrong when I was still a clueless primary school kid. And in Sec 1 when I was reprimanded for some stupid things. Thanks for helping me to negotiate w Mum when she confiscated my phone in Sec 2. Thanks for every lil things you've helped me.

I rmb that when I was still studying in Chongfu Pri, I told you to lookout for me after you're dismissed from school bcos I wanted to say goodbye to you before you board the childcare bus and when there's once when you were looking out for me but didnt see me, I got so upset till I cried. And there's once when I alighted from the bus outside my kindergarten, and a friend chased after me but I didnt like it. You helped me by telling her off. Yes, you're rlly like a guardian angel to me. I guess you've helped me many times but I dont think that's it bcos till now I still need your help for so many things ^^

As the years passed, we got rlly closer. Friends often told me this, you and your brothers are like very close / can see that your brother dotes on you a lot. Yeaps, we are and he is :D And I'm rlly proud to have him as my brother ! If next life rlly exists, I wna be your lil sister again. I wna be in this family, being parents' child again too ! <;

I've many photos for this post :D:D

I find this funny. Bro is always full of weird ideas up till today.

♥

I didnt knw that I had bald spot when I was so small. HAHAH 

He looks like an ang moh ):

Yessss, I love the bday cake and I wasnt born yet ):

This is so cute !! ♥

I just realised that I'm always one head shorter than Bro since young. Kay, short ! Hahah.

“Siblings are the unbreakable bond between God's greatest gift to parents.”

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