Thinking back

OH YEA !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAITING AHMA


I'm so tired. had been reading storybook since I woke up.

I think time flies REALLY FAST 'cause it's like it's the 3rd week of term one alrdy. class tests will be here very soooon. STRESS will always be w me until O lvl's over. so yeahs, ONE YR plus of STRESS, you see !

Baobei&Twinsoul asked me if I can go out =/ I'm sorry dearys ! how I wish I can skip through N&O lvls. uh-huh ~ I'm not clever ! found a new neoprint to paste on my ez-link card photo. rawr ! All I can say is : It's no longer there (:

had flu ystd like wth ! I hate having flu can, some more the same thing ; almost every SAT. & this reminds me of smth in the past. went grandparents' house last night. left house at 8pm reached at 8.40++. now then I knw the journey to their house is very long. watched Hot Chicks ; smsed HaoPengYou due to the boredom there as I've forgotten t bring my storybook there -.- & he tot I was msging someone else other than him. LOL ! & I told him ever since ; no more alrdy [:

left at 11+pm. flu's killing me ; damn tired. listened to my songs and some songs reminded me of smth. reached home and slept straight after washing up. flu's still not gone yet.

those songs somehow represents about the past or maybe present of us. idk why tears like me so much that it came out. Tears, I hate you , you knw ?! I was thinking 我真的做到了吗 ? why was I thinking of it again ; the places , things , conv/sms , we went/did/chatted. whenever I go there w friends, I will somehow be reminded of the past. but I cant simply DONT GO to the places we went before. avoid chatting about those things that we chatted before ? I've been avoiding bumping onto you. but still, the school is still a school ; not small not big. 为什么 ? I just cant bear to delete those msgs in my folders. I knw it/'s may be a one-sided feeling now. I AM REALLY A SILLY GIRL. your the one who said that of me in the past. maybe this time, silly girl isnt something nice anymore. all I can say is ; 对不起，我还是放不下。

I knw it's a PAIN to make the fonts damn small cus people can still read it. HAHA. off to revise work :D I wna score well for N lvl ! LOL ! abit random BYE !

reviews of 2007

OH WELL ! I TYPED A WHOLE CHUNK OF STUFFS AND IT'S GONE CUS I ACCIDENTALLY CLICKED ONTO SMTH. ASSHOLE , HAHA ! OKAYS, I'M SAYING MYSELF -.- LAME !

oh well, anyway
HAPPY BIRTHDAYs TO ;
2912 Wilson
3012 Abrel
3112 Caixuan Darling

Darling, sorry that I cant attend your bday celebration cus it's too last min. heh, hope you enjoy yourself (:

went IMM ystd w Mummy. but it's just that AWHILE NIA LAH ! -.- cus I ate smth wrong in the afternoon. haha. that was what Daddy bought me -.- but by the time Daddy came, my stomach okays alrdy and I told Mum that she has no fate to go shopping. not w me. LOL ! cus she's always working lah. and I saw this hello kitty keyboard at IMM. it's TOTALLY PINK w hello kitty stuffs ! I want that though I wont use dao keyboard at all. HAHA ! but it's simply damn cute alright ! too bad I didnt check out the price. HAHA ! if there mickeymouse one, I'd surely buy it. there's mickeymouse calculator. lol ! so we didnt see dao sofas lah, cus of that damn food ! dinner at Khatib w parents & then home.

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gna review back my 2007. not much of reflection though cus I seldom reflect on myself =/ that's why I'm always that BAAAD ! lollol !


Delta Goodrem - In This Life

FRIENDSHIP
I love making new friends !
yeahs, I admit I dont spend as much time this year w the girls compared to last year. I somewhere in the middle, or before, I realied we have our own stuffs to do. being in the different class will have much differences ! different timing and stuffs. and after them, I made a group of friends. haha. they are as funny/friendly as the girls. yeahs ! but that doesnt mean that they can replace the girls in my heart. oh well, everyone has a place in my heart. HAHA, OKAYS. damn MUSHY lah ! -.- but true friends will never complain anything about their friends (: having three guys as my best friends isnt a bad thing too. one of the guy isnt in their clique. haha, he's always there for me whenever I was down. I still rmb the time when we chatted on phone till 4 in the morning. LOL ! that was like so damn cool ! but tiring ! the other two guys will cheer me up w whatever ways they have. sometimes, I find it stupid but yeahs. it's really nice to have friends who cheer you up/talk to you during lessons when it's FREE PERIOD/after school :D really no harm being friends w them and it's a no wonder they have many friends arnd them (((: but some of them will be in different class alrdy.

Constance&Joleen will be transferred to Through-Train class. Constance THE GREAT will never be w me anymore. LOL ! she's nice lah. will always be there for me whenever I need someone to accompany me (: and she'll say sorry even when she's not at fault. for eg, cant accompany me to amk interchange to take bus. haha, it's okays girl ! (: she'll always advice me whenever I have probs in some things. LOL ! goodluck to you people next year (:

& I was being foolishstupidsillylame for the past 1year plus, almost reaching 2years. LOL ! yes, I admit I was rather happy when we first started chatting/talking/going out. HAHA ! that was the puppy love I would refer to. lol ! 5months of the chats/going out ended there ; a fullstop. it's rather saddening at first. many people asked me what happened. HAHA, I bet some of them loved this ending (: bcos we arent meant for each other. moreover, WE ARE STILL IN SECONDARY SCHOOL FOR GOODNESS SAKE. haha, yeahs. I really 想通了 somewhere arnd Sept/Oct. I finally understand why my parents were so ANGRY when they first knew I was involved in BGR in sec1. HAHA. that was just plain naive of me, I would say. but we are still friends, arent we ? (: listening to sad songs will remind me of the past 5months, that's why I always post sad songs I listened in my blog. HAHA, super lame I tell you ! kept telling myself to give up yet kept thinking of the it. LOL ! and this hols made me forget everything, & that is why I LOVE HOLIDAYS alotalot ! ;D

STUDIES COME FIRST. FIRST PRIORITY . lol !

SCHOOL STUFFS
okays, I quarrelled w teacher before. a few times, I think ? okays, mostly it's just 不爽. HAHA ! and I rmb once I screamed in class when the classroom was quite quiet ? cus of ....... maybe I should really control my temper more. HAHA ! but yeahs, when people exceed the limit, really no choice. that's a cant-control thing alrdy. LOL !

yay, lesser vulgarities' being said this year compared to last year. haha ! but nearing the end of the year, Bro & I kept saying vulgarities to each other in a jokingly manner. we'll say them in a long sentence and otherwise, in a not clear manner but we still can figure out eventually. LOL !

UNNECESSARY STUFFS
lol. been spending much on hps. haha ! I dont wna buy anymore BUT the new phones released are so nice alright ! W580I ; pink color lehs !! mum said if can, she'll buy for me. HAHA =/ though she wants U700 for herself even though she just got a new phone for herself. HAHA ! all these phone madness started from me. LOLLOL ! I want that VAIO laptop. but oh well, in future (: but near future anyway.

FAMILY
& I'm so happy lah. haha. didnt quarrel w Mum so much this year as compared to last year (: at the very most it's just close my door damn loud and nothing else. after awhile jiu okays le :D and needless to say for Dad cus I dont quarrel w him one. HAHA ! but I'm scared of Brother can -.- but after awhile we quarrel also okays alrdy. will laugh the next moment. LOL ! I dont wna have so many disputes over small matters next year (((:

yay, alot eh ? that's all I think. lol. I'm damn tired now. woke up at 10plus. managed to fall asleep at 2am in the morning when I went to bed at 10plus last night -.- gna catch some sleep after watching 哪里怕.

I WNA GO CAUSEWAY POINT ! how I wish there's a Tako Yaki stall at Northpoint. LOL !