TikTok On The Clock,

#30: Who are you? When are you you? When are you not you?
I'm Eileen (LOL). I'm me when I knw that person for a long time. I'm not me when I just knw that person for awhile only. I can only open up to people whom I think I've known for quite some time. For anyone who has known me for long, they will knw that I'm always laughing and talking very loudly, at times. When I'm happy and feeling super energetic, I'll be like this. & mostly, when I'm w my clique and a few other people not from my clique.

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What a hectic schedule I have for this whole wk. I've settled some things that I need to buy alrdy. But more things not done yet ): This wk at work was quite slack because I kept asking R about the enquiries. Went out w my 2girls on Thursday after work to celebrate K's belated birthday at NEX, Lena's. I love the ambience there. Met up w K again on Friday to shop for some stuff. It's seriously super short as most of the shops closed super early on xmas eve. We shall go out again next time before your sch reopens. Sorry, K. That decision was quite last minute. I hope you don't mind (: R came to meet us and K headed home. Headed to Clarke Quay w K to meet up w H & her friend. My first time going clubbing. I suppose that it'll be my first and also my last time going for clubbing. Went for supper at Newton > Chinatown > Home at 3plus.

I spent my xmas day w family for dinner and then out w R, H & JJ for late night movie. Gulliver's Travels at Marina Square > Esplanade > MBS. Had a drink at MBS and I got a lil tipsy. My mind's cleared after having supper at MBS foodcourt. Took a cab home after that and I reached home at 4plus in the morning.

All the late night supper, slping at wee hours ... I think if I were to continue doing this, I'll definitely gain a few kilos in just one wk. Shall stop doing this alrdy. I've a busy wkend. Going out in 2hrs' time to meet up w Clique for dinner. Nice one, having headache and I had only an average of 5hrs of slp for the past 2days.

Darling, where you ? I need someone to talk to but I'm so lazy to msg also ;x hahaha ! We shall meet up anytime when you're free. ♥

No More Agony,

#19: Have you ever ran away? If not, would you?
Yes, mentally. I am, now (:

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Two words to describe my job ; energy sucker ! But I met super nice people there. Not one not two but a few, esp there's this person who guides me ever since the first day of my work. Yeah, my tutor ! Apart from my work, I've a super tight schedule these 2wks. I'll only be free, like, in Jan 2011. I've totally no time to study for my BTT at all. K, time for bed. Goodnight ! (:

One Step Back,

#24: What’s something you wish you could say to that someone?
Hi, how are you ? (:

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Today's the first day of my work. Uber cool pls. First time working in office environment but I forgot to bring my jacket along so I was practically shivering since 11plus till the end of my work. K, I shall tahan for 3months and then play after that before going poly. Oh, there's a girl, who's also her first day there, is an ex-andersonian too. Same batch but we couldn't recognise each other at all. Supervisor Han briefed us for almost 3hours. No work tml. K, there are two temp staffs who worked there for quite long alrdy. Before we left, one of them told me smth super funny about the OT !

Just when can I get this ?

& this ?!?!?!!!! ):

Goodbye (:

How Do I Live,

#5: Write a letter to someone you’ve never met.
Dear Future Friend,

Please be nice to me bcos I trust people very easily. If possible, I would like you to be one of my best friends too and we shall go shopping together and I shall introduce you to my other best friends (:

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LOL ! I think the last sentence sounds like it's coming from a primary school kid (: Anyway, I'm blasting my songs very loudly now w the windows closed. It's playing I Never Told You. What an emo song I listened to in the past. Met up w Wife ystd at Somerset for dinner and then to FEP for her slippers (: We wore the same dress code coincidentally :D The day when Bimbo 1 met Bimbo 2. The pictures explain my previous sentence. Pictures of 1-10 are ): Shall upload the photos on Saturday. Talked quite a lot while we were on our way home. Meeting Darling tml and I'm gonna enjoy my last shopping trip before my work starts on Friday ): Shop till we drop !

 

You said you love me, said you'll nvr leave me. Maybe I just heard you wrong.

The Memory Keeper's Daughter,

#26: A time when you hurt someone’s feelings but don’t regret it.
Sec2, March. (:

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I went for a haircut ystd. My hair is 3inches shorter now. I may cut it even shorter sooner or later. I'm one step nearer to my new beginning now :D My fringe too. I'm very happy w the length of my hair now. Went for job interview today w Sylvia. I love UOB Plaza. It's my first time there and the office is at the 56th storey. Love the high view up there. Quite a number of people are shocked that I'm not afraid of heights. Went home after that and waited for Dad to fetch me to Woodlands driving centre. Idk the real name of that centre. My BTT will be on 27th Jan if nth happens on that day (: I wna pass my first theory test !!

K, I've been reading a novel these few days. The Memory Keeper's Daughter. I havent finish reading it though. Look at the time now ! I'm tired alrdy ): Goodnight, people. But I'm not going to bed yet (:

I Hope You Dance,

#4: WordsQuote you live by. Why do you like them?

“Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.”

I remember that I came across this quote in Sec3 after smth happened in May. I even put it in the notes so that it'll be on the screen when I flipped open my N76 phone. I like this quote is bcos it has similar meaning as, 不再乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。 I used to write this Chinese quote on all my foolscap after May '07.

I miss this phone very much

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I think I update my blog very often these few days. I seriously have nth to do other than surfing net, watching tv, reading my book. No life, right ? Going for an interview tml and that'll be my last for this year since Mum's having a few off days this month :D K, I've no idea why but I'm looking very forward to x'mas this year. I wanna go cycling !! I'm so happy that there's no chalet this year :D Normally, there'll be one every year. LOL !

P/S. 2011 will be a new start for me (;

I Feel Safe,

I've come to realise that I miss you more than I love you.

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I spent the past half an hour reading message history. This time, I didnt cry, I didnt feel sad at all neither did I close the window halfway reading it (: I smiled all the way from the first to the third last conv, thinking about the past when we chatted via msn. Those times are rlly the (Y) in my life. Maybe sooner or later, I'll be able to go to the places where we once went before. Now I truly believe that one will only feel better and happier when she finally knws how to straighten her thoughts (: I enjoy being the current me a lot though I'll still miss the past at times. I'm so thankful that I've supportive family & friends by my side :D

You told me many times that if we were to be on our own, you ... I shall do the same as what you told me before. I'm going to bed soon. I get tired very easily nowadays. It's my 2nd post today though it'll be posted to 12/12/10. Goodnight, loves ! (;

& I think this post is quite sentimental. LOL ! Ironically, I got to knw the meaning of this word from you, too.

If Only You Were Here,

#21: What are the 10 most significant events in your life?
1. Being born into this world on the 31st July 1992.
2. The first time I ever sprained my ankle in Sec2 when going for movie w Olivia.
3. First time going out w Z in 2007 on a day before CNY Eve cus I forgot to bring my keys out
4. Chalet '08 w clique and Z
5. Z's 16th birthday. That's the first time I ever DIY smth for someone ; very satisfied
6. My 17th birthday in sch canteen and also steamboat dinner w Z
7. Z's 17th birthday present. That's the first time I ever went shopping alone
8. My 18th birthday celebrations w different groups of people :D
9. Having Z to be w me though it's all a history alrdy ; 2.5years (Y)
10. Chalet '09 w clique and Z

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I realised that my life revolvesd arnd Z. Out of the 10 above, there are 7 which includes Z. Don't doubt me. I'm happy when I think back about my past now (: Idk if I'll regret typing this in public but all these are what I truly have in mind (:

I went for physiotherapy in the evening. My neck still hurts a lot. It's been 6days alrdy ! When will it recover ?! ): My neck still can't turn all the way to my left side. & that therapist cracked my backbone as well. HAHA ! I seriously hope that my backbone will be back to a straight one. Bought chocolate love letters when I saw biscuit shop. I seriously miss those times when there were many biscuits shops, which display the biscuits in big tins, arnd. Now, there are only a few shops left !

 

I rmb that I always buy this biscuits in my first primary school. 1 stick for 10cents ? & I'd always buy 20sticks. I've an itchy mouth since young. I'd keep the biscuits in my bag from end of recess till sch dismissal then to realise that the sticks had be squashed to pieces. LOL ! There's this pop pop biscuits in orange packaging. I cant find it anywhere now. Chicken flavoured. I think I mentioned it to Z & my family before. Sad ttm. Haha, this post is totally so random bcos it's all about food :D

When One Gets Tired,

#28: Are you a lover or a fighter?
I can be both a lover and a fighter. I can love someone very deeply till the extent that I will always put him before me. I can be a fighter as well bcos I'm stubborn. However, a fighter is also a human being w feelings. Once she gets tired, nth else matters. Some may understand what my previous sentence means. I guess, in life, everyone's both a lover and also a fighter. Hehe, but I shall conclude that I'm a lover most of the time.

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Guess what ?! I quit my low-pay job alrdy ! 2days only. I've my reasons. Not that they didnt treat me well. But bcos I find that the job's rlly too boring and damn slack. Yeah, some may think that why am I complaining when it's an easy job. K, I shall go watch miotv now. I havent watch the new chnl8 9pm show yet. Bye (:

Wishful Thinking,

#22: A picture of your group of friends

This is a picture of me & my clique

I knw there are many people in my clique. However, I can easily name out a few characters of everyone's too :D It isnt difficult bcos we knw one another very well.

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I didnt work today. Find it super not worth it. Sylvia went for nth. Had our breakfast in BK @ International Plaza. Bought newspapers so we tried our luck searching for job. Headed to Marymount for interview. I got that job. Starting work tml as an admin. I seriously hope it wont be that busy but I also duwan it to be so slack as well. K, shall go to bed soon after having papaya, a fruit which Someone dislikes a lot. Goodnight.

Trust Leads To Love,

#10: Choose: trust or love
I'd choose trust. I wouldn't say I've been thru uncountable stages, but I'll definitely say I've been thru many ups and downs w mainly Someone. We thought we'll overcome all the obstacles but who knws we'd failed (: I believe this is a process of growing up. One will get heart breaks before meeting his/her true love. After this 2-year plus of incident, I've told myself that I woudnt choose love easily anymore. What I meant was, I wna concentrate on my studies and everything, excluding love, first. I believe that if someone loves him/her, s(he) will definitely wait for him/her even if it's years. This is trust. And this trust leads to love.

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I woke up at 8plus again for a job interview at 10.30am. It's freaking early and far but I guess it's a different environment as compared to the previous job which is also the same position. Trngs will be provided for the first two days thought I've worked in the same line before. Here, there are people who are either of the same age as me or older than me by 2years old. What's more, friends of ours can work together as a team as they need more people to help. I love this ! Okay, I knw I pour alot of things here so I just hope that I wont regret at all. I seriously need money to buy new clothings and also camera !! I shall slp super early tonight. Tanjong Pagar isnt somewhere near my house.


Bye !

I Was Enchanted To Meet You,

I shall update my blog while waiting for the photos to be uploaded on FB. I've 3 more folders to upload. I hope my internet will not slow down anytime now.

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Took this from Darling's blog & I shall do one now.

#7: What was on your last shopping list?
It was storybook :D & I got two on Friday at Borders.


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I went out w Kimberley on Thursday. It was not a very last minute decision just that I asked her out one day before Thursday. Headed to Orchard for lunch at Din Tai Fung. Headed to Cineleisure for movie. We played pool while waiting for the time to pass :D Two noob girls playing in the middle of two groups of pro people. Watched Easy A. Headed to FEP for clothings. I bought nth there while this wifey of mine bought 2dresses there, if I didnt rmb wrongly. Headed back to Wisma for Starbucks :D Just nice during a rainy day. Borders to chit chat (camwhore) > Camwhore outside ION Orchard. I love the lightings in the big x'mas tree > Cineleisure to check for pool but fullhouse > Lucky Plaza to check pool but it's ex > Bao Today for dinner > Home. We walked a lot on that day.

Friday was my worst day ever this year compared to smth else. Come to think of it, May was that bad after all (: Self-consoling. K, I was damn pissed on that morning so I went out alone at 2plus, if not wrong. Reached Orchard station at 3.20pm. Yes, I checked to see how long will I stay at Borders. Searched for the books I want for about 3+ hours. I even read there before buying. Dexter came to find me for awhile and I left at 7.30pm to find Darling at Yishun for dinner :D Ishi Mura again. I think I'm nvr tired of that creamy sauce though it's fattening.

Woke up super early on Saturday to meet Sylvia, Constance & her sister at Hougang interchange but I was still late > Hummung (interview, mine was damn last min) > back to hougang interchange > left, took bus back to Yishun to meet up w Darling. Clarke Quay to wander arnd aimlessly, I bought sticky there :D > walked to MINT Museum of Toys (I've fulfilled one of my wishes w/o You) > Took train to Somerset, shopped at 313 Somerset. Dear Diva, pls wait for both of us to buy our things in the shop before going oos ! > Cineleisure, dined at hk cafe and shopped arnd after that > Marina Bay station to chit chat > Home.

Stayed at home for today as my legs are gna break anytime soon. There's an interview tml at 10.30am at Tanjong Pagar. No pictures for this post as my laptop is very lag now. FB has not finished uploading the photos ):

Bye.

I See Sparks Fly Whenever You Smile,

It's the start of a new month and also the last month of 2010. I shall dedicate half of this post to the girl below :D This may seem random but it's been long since the last time I laughed/smiled/armchio madly in front of my laptop just by chatting on MSN w someone. It happened last night and 2nights ago. Mad funny.

Me love this photo though it's very blur. Likka couple O:

Shall find a nicer one next time :D Those memories that we mentioned are seriously irreplaceable ! & it's also bcos of all these that made me laughed and smiled like mad. We shall go out sooooooon whenever your free, darling ! ♥ Bwahaha

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Guess what ! I did 2stupid things w/i 2days. Pls say that I'm damn smart ! (: I think no one can beat me in my clumsiness. Nothing to be proud of anyway. Normally, when one wants to use their laptop w/o the battery, they'd switch on the charger right ? I didn't do that ystd. & my laptop blacked out. Then I've learnt my lesson and I switched on the charger before taking out the battery. Guess what ! My thumb laid nicely on the on button of my laptop and it restarted ! Thanks.

& online shopping is a killer. A total of $200plus of things waiting for me to buy in my cart !! ): I need a job asap.

P.S May December Be A Good One (;