New Year Eve,

2012 is ending in less than an hr's time.

So, before it ends, I'd like to say thank you. To my family members, friends and boyfriend. 

Thanks for not giving up on your daughter when I (once) decided to give up on myself. No words can describe how much I love you. We may argue and quarrel and shout, but I knw we'll be alr the next moment bcos it's always been like this since dk-when. It's you who brought me up and got me to where I am right now. I may not be smart, I may not be having good grades in school, but I'll try my best to work hard and give in my all so as not to disappoint you. Whenever I feel down after exam, you all would always tell me not to be as long as I've tried my best. There might be times when I would forget what happened, good or bad, but I'll definitely not forget the love you've showered me throughout my life. I love you, Daddy Mummy and Bro! ❤

Not all were present.

We may not be as close as compared to the times when we were younger. Everyone's a grown up kid now and we have our own schedule to work with. But I know we'll always cherish the times when we meet. 

“A cousin is a little bit of childhood that can never be lost.”

You all are like my family. My wild side is always brought out by you all because I can totally be myself when I'm w y'all. I love how every gathering feels like I'm at home. And again, everyone's starting to be bz w our own work since quite some time ago, and whole clique gathering is actually quite a hard thing to organise. So I cherish all the gatherings whenever there is one! I can't imagine anyone drifting away from this group because you all are so funny that I can gl back anytime and no one (including me) would be angry ☺

Mainly To Cx, Kimberley and Pamela

I can't even find one photo of the 4 of us together ): But anyway, I miss how we were like back in secondary school. The super retarded us talking and laughing non-stop about some stupid and lame jokes. One day! (: We'll definitely find all these back!☺

Not a very pretty shot but still, we managed to capture everyone side. The power of front camera (; I love how these people nvr make me get bored of school because of the jokes and laughter. Hmmm, I'm the oldest amongst them and I just realised that they're all 2yrs younger than me. But like what twinny said, I may be older but my behaviour is like them. HAHAH! I shall take that as a compliment :/ ☺

& it's been such a long time since I last seen my primary school friends. Where are you, my close ones? (Found this funny quote)...

“Friends are like bras: close to your heart and there for support.”

Lastly, my one & only.

Before to after your enlistment.

2NE1 concert ☺

Xmas eve at Con's and you wna take photo of me in kitchen knowing that I have nvr cut/cooked before.

Thanks for not giving up on me even after almost-2-years of not being together. I don't care how others think about our r/s as long as you're with me. But thanks for all the assurance that you've given me all the time. Yes, there might be times when we argued and I felt like giving up... But at the end of the day, we'll still be back to one piece and I knw the fight is worth it. It's you who have given me the strength to go on. That almost-2-years wasn't a good one and I'm glad that we're back again. It might seem rocky at first but bcos we persevered, we knw that it's worth it afterall. I'm glad that our parents accepted us for who we are. I'm glad that everything turns out fine after this patch. I'm rlly glad that you love me for who I am despite knowing the fact that I'll be unreasonable at times and being angry at minor stuff and then you still tried to make me happy by giving in to me. I'm rlly blessed to have you, who is understanding and caring and many more in every ways, as my boyfriend. Thanks for everything. Thanks for making me happy whenever I'm feeling down. Thanks for making every moment together as a special one.☺☺☺ I love you. ❤

“I'll love you foreve, but I won't put the 'r' because that's the end of forever.”  

I'll end it off with,
Happy New Year. Happy 2013. May 2013 be a great awesome and smooth year for everyone, me!

Timeless Love,

Last wk was great ! Met up w Darling on Thursday and had a catch up session w her ! Dessert at Haagen Dazs. Dined at a place called Food For Thought. Will bring B there one day after his POP (:

Darling, Idk if you'll be reading this... But just wna let yknw that if good things happen, we will be there smiling and be happy for you. If shit happens, we'll always stand by you and give you our support and be there for you whenever you need anyone of us. Stay strong k, darling ! ❤

Stayed at home on Friday to accompany Mum on her off day. Brkfast at Chongpang. Tried Chinese medical for my skin. The medicines suck. It tastes like plain water but it's a bit more to the bitter. It smells ! And I've to swallow 10pills after that. Imagine my misery. z

Met my dearest boy on Saturday. I wasn't in the right state on that day. Forgotten to bring my ez-link card out. And I had to spend $5 just on transport. Could've spent it on food instead ): Had Frolick w boyf. Then we walked from ION Orchard to Suntec City. Late lunch/early dinner at Pepper Lunch. Teehee, it's been a long time since I last had that. He was shocked at the period of me not having PL. Headed back to Cineleisure by train to catch Timeless Love at 730pm. Aloysius Pang looks so much like Shawn Lee. They have the aura. Cool and handsome ! Hahah.

K, this movie is nice. I wouldn't say it's awesome. (if you haven't watch and wna watch, I suggest you to click back or cross this page :D) But it teaches us one thing that is to treasure the time you have w your love ones no matter what. But I guess it's quite nobel of the guy to "abandon" bcos he had cancer at young age. Burden to your love ones ? For me, I guess I wouldn't have  the courage to do so. I'm a weak and reliant girl. I will want my love ones to be w me thru ups and downs, thick and thin. And even if I were to be diagnosed w any illness, he has to accompany me thru it. LOL ! Okay, I'm #justsaying. Might not be this case if it rlly happens.

Headed to Taka to buy finger food and slack at a place where smokers are -.- Wrong decision of mine. Talked and headed home after that.

Retardie who didn't look at the right place

This wk will be a great one, I suppose... Not including the day when results will be released. And B will be on a trip for his outfield for 7days. A wk w/o his texts and calls. K, I can survive. Must think positively (: Mind over matters. Shall go to bed soon, meeting my dearest xlk, who's been my close friend for 11yrs this year.

Goodnight (:

You're The Best,

Before it's too late to upload in the year of 2012, I shall make a post today (while still trying to figure out how to start on my assignment).

Ended my October by going out w Baby for a few consecutive days bcos of his block leave after he came back from Brunei Trng. Visited the museums w him in one of the days. National Museum of Singapore for the wedding dress and Chinatown Heritage.

Favourite of all.

November was great. Had events on 2 consecutive Thursdays in this month. Started my month by attending Baby's red beret presentation at his camp.Then it was cousin's 21st advance celebration at SAF Changi Seaview Resort. The place is very relaxing and perfect place for family mini gathering. The interior design is very pretty too!

Found on google images

Not all were present though.

Then it was cycling session w lovers and I fell from my bike in attempt to race w Baby. Good job, eileen! KBBQ at night! Then it was quiz period where I didn't do well at all. Yes, flunked. And projs kept flowing in non-stop one after another and the deadlines were very near.

SMTown SG Concert on the 23rd Nov. It was great! Attended this concert w Con, her sis and Fangching. Dad fetched me from school to the concert place. Started q-ing at 2plus. Thanks BC for the macs treat! And then it started pouring heavily where lightnings flashed and thunder roared. K, I was seriously damn scared of lightning. Concert started at 7plus (if I didn't rmb wrongly) and the whole event ended 1hr ltr than the time that it was supposed to end. Was damn crazy when I saw the people I like. Woohoo, my third time seeing SHINee in real life! It spells a-w-e-s-o-m-e! ♥
Then there's lightning when f(x) were performing Electric Shock. Hmmm...

Then it was December. Started my December by going for 2NE1 Global Tour Concert. SG was the last stop so 2NE1 decided to have 3 encore songs ! :D Lucky us! Attended this concert w Baby! It was awesome max. The moment 2NE1 appeared on stage, everyone stood up and was so damn high even though ours weren't moshpits ! I was jumping and at the same time afraid that I'd roll down the steps. /laughs. And to my surprise, photography was allowed. The security guards didn't stop the ones who were taking photos. Daebak!

My photos were taken in hi-speed burst mode I made it into .gif instead.

Photos - cr: Theshoebunny.bs

Term test the next following wk. Yeaps, I screwed this term very badly. I knw it myself. Shall prepare for the worst when I receive the papers back when sch reopens. Term break started on the 13th Dec right after I left the exam room. Shall update about it tml or smth or this will be a super draggy post.

Goodbye! 

Expect Less,

“Losing him was blue like I'd never known. Missing him was dark grey all alone. Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met.” - Red by Taylor Swift

This guy has never failed to put a smile on my face. Received a 'surprise' call from him in Brunei after my work today. Not bad, he knws how to estimate the time and even asked "still in office?". Updated him about some stuffs and now I can't wait for him to get back to Singapore to tell him even more things that has happened! He has a rlly talkative girlf. And even Mum's asking me when will he be back. Heh, I seriously have no idea on exactly which date will he touch down over here. All I knw is, after today, he'll be left w only 4days in Brunei. Let's hope that he'll end his Brunei trng earlier than that!

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I'm left w only 2days of work before my sch starts! Time table was released ystd morning. All I can say is: It sucked big time! Let's just say, 8am to 6pm was alrdy that tedious in the prev sem. Now my new timetable gave a day which is 8am to 7pm in school. Tell me how to survive! I can foresee a super difficult, tough, tedious and tiring period for the upcoming semester. There's a module called Computer Programming. I hate modules that are related to computers and programming. Now, it actually has 2 words adding together and coming to a whole new level. However, I got the CDS that I wanted since last sem. Now I'm hoping that it'd be a good one. I don't wna retake any modules, let alone CDS.

Anyway, had a date w Bestie on the previous Saturday (6/10/12). Bought a top and a pair of flats which I had to put TWO insoles (LOL). Headed out on Saturday w Jeff. Bought a lot agn this time. 2 pairs of shoes and a black clutch. Eyed on a perfume but I'm gna try Wonderstruck by Taylor Swift before I decide which one to buy.

Then on the following Saturday (13/10/12), a date w my lovers. It's been long since I last saw Darling and Wife. Dined at Strictly Pancakes which I managed to finish only 1 and half out of 3 pancakes. Headed to Gardens by the Bay and we had our selca session. The journey back to the station was crazy and hilarious! Ended my awesome night w my awesome girls.  Dined w Darling the next day at CWP after her work.

To my girls; Wifey, study hard for your upcoming papers! It might not be easy this time round, but yknw that we knw that you can definitely do it! More dates w us after your exam ends! Hwaiting! ❤
Darling, please stop over-thinking! Let nature takes its course. Don't stress yourself up over minor things okay ? Must think positively. And also, stop scaring yourself w the what-ifs. Just think of your baby here! /inserts laughing-w-tears emoji/ ❤

Then, my routine of every weekdays during hols came back again... I'm wondering in what ways can I survive through my next semester!

Safe and Sound,

You knw someone means a lot to you when their mood can easily affect yours.

Your smile warms my heart at all times.

This Guy, ♥
Be safe for your 20days trng in Brunei, x.

Forever,

No measure of time with you will be long enough, but we'll start with forever.  -- Edward Cullen

Seriously can't wait for Part 2 to be in theatre! I used to say that Twilight was kinda lame but I was wrong! Got hooked to this movie for the past 2wks. Finished watching all and currently waiting for The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn - Part 2!

Anyway, today is the sales date of the SMTown 2012. Woohoo! Shin has collected the tix just now {: Can't wait for 23 November 2012 now! I hope everyone has school on that day! HAHAHAH! Okay, damn scheming. /grins. And then there's another concert that has just been announced officially on the net that 2NE1 will be coming to SG for a full-length concert on 1st Dec! Can't wait!

Meeting Mr Z tml. Finally! His knees need to be repaired before he flies off to Brunei for a 20-days tough trng. This 20days will definitely be over! And as soon as we knw, he'll be back in Sg and having his beret parade on dk-which-date. I only rmb that it's on a Thursday. I pray hard that my timetable won't have any impt lessons on Thursday! I wna attend and witness his beret day as a commando (or not yet). It's such an impt date that I don't wna miss it. Once in a lifetime!

Before I end this post, I shall hereby wish the one(s) reading this a Happy Mid-Autumn Festival! (: ♥

Dear hair, please grow longer,

Hello.

Right now, I'm browsing thru the photo albums on my fb taken a few yrs back. I rlly miss my long hair very much. It's rlly much longer than the present. Le sigh. I think the last time I had my haircut when it was still long was like when I was in sec3. That's the last time I cut my hair short, then I took almost 2yrs for it to grow longer. But the short wasn't like how it is right now. I guess I need another 2-3yrs for my hair to grow to that length or even longer.

Sec3 w mama. I look damn bimbo I knw -__-

Love this super much! Prom night. Cr: Baby for taking this

In Year2010:

Ignore my retarded face. Apr.

Shall wait patiently for another 3yrs for it to grow longer (: Speaking of year2009, it makes me realised how much I miss being an Andersonian! Next blog entry shall be the days in AndSS! (:

Gna survive 5days without B's text bcos he will be heading to Tekong for outfield till Friday! Goodnight for now.

Like A Bird,

Hello, exams just ended unofficially at 11am ystd bcos I left the exam room about half an hr earlier. So my sem brk started right after that.

Cr: Google images.

Ystd's paper (BCS) was disastrous. It was like Dfund last sem. Much more difficult than the past year papers that we had. Just hope for a pass for all the papers. Idw to take supp paper BUT I think I might have to for at least one :/

Okay, summary of events before exams ended. It's so gna be another long post!

20th July: Dinz date w my xl partner
Reached too early at Orchard and loitered arnd aimlessly. Dinz @ Wild Honey w him for the first time. It was nice. And this guy got enlisted in NS a wk ltr. All the best, friend of 11yrs !

21st July: Mum's bday
Dinz w fam + Baby @ some famous Chicken Rice restaurant in AMK's branch. Sent Bro to Kranji or dk where the checkpoint for his M'sia trip. Then Dad brought is to W'lands Waterfront or smth to view the night scenery there. Awesome place to chill out ! And we can see JB directly opposite us, and also the stars there are very bright. Headed home after that and Baby stayed till 12plus and left for home after that.

27th August: Sakae buffet dinz w lovelies
It's been awhile since we met. Always going crazy whenever we meet. Non-stop hits of laughter ! Lovin' it!

29th July: CDS exam
I must say that the MCQs are rlly tricky and the last question as well. Waste of ink! Studied in school till 5plus and took direct bus to meet lover in town. This guy, dk is cute or cute... Anyway, headed to VivoCity for dinz. Supposed to be having Marche but the q was super long and I was hungry. Settled at a restaurant which I've forgotten the name. It's a place w live singers, smth like a bar. 

25 August: Pamela's 21st Celebration
Dajie's belated celebration on this day. Finally met up w Darling and Wifey together w Jin Wei and Boyf. Caught up a bit w Jesny too. It's been a good long year since we last met. Happy birthday (today, 31Aug), too, on this very day of yours! (; The party ended at 10pm, cabbed down w the 4 of them to Thomson Rd for Tauhuey supper. Headed home after that. Love catching up w my girls.

30th August: END OF EXAMS
So, went to apply jobs w this cutie pie of mine after exams. Headed to Wild Honey for our lunch first. Luckily we shared bcos we couldn't finish.

Trained down to Raffles and we lost our way while heading to UOB Plaza. Dad to our rescue and he directed us over the phone ♥ Love the scenery at the bldg. I hope and pray and wish that I'll work in one of high level offices in one of the high towers there.

Finally bought a tighter cardigan from Cotton On and I got grey this time round. Walked the first level of dk-where (opp One Raffles Place). Bought a hp keychain together. Stayed in a book store for quite long. Supposed to be an alarm clock for Twin after 5mins but I was too engrossed in a booked titled A Baby's Cry. Read 4chapters in just half an hr. Okay, short chapters but it's still very interesting. Plus the books there are cheap and wrapped ! Headed to Marina Bay station for camwhoring session. Headed home after that (; Love this girl super much.

We mistook that as an owl at first :/

Must study hard now!

Today, I received two missed calls when I was slping. Off my vibration last night bcos I didn't want to be disturbed and indeed, I had many notifs when I woke up. Job interview on Monday and I'm required to wear office formal wear. Hmmm. Okay can. That's all! I'm gna continue watching Running Man now! And I actually used almost 3hrs to finish typing this entry. Goodbye !